Why can't anything just be easy??

Petunia844

I don't know if any of you have been lurking on pgal.. but the last few days have been real sh!t.  I feel like if you tapped me with a needle right now I could shatter... I don't have any strength left to keep being positive. I know this may be a hard post for you to read lrichmond, I'm so sorry you know just how this feels...  we brought out little puppy home on Sunday.  He was perfect, so sweet and loved his new home and we were all so happy.. for two days.  Then he got sick, very sick... he has parvo.  We took him to the vet and they kept him for 2 1/2 days, on IV fluids and medications.  Then they wanted him to come with us because they thought he may do better at home, the second day in the hospital he seemed to be doing much better, but the last day he was super depressed, so they thought he just wanted to come home.  We brought him home yesterday evening.  It didn't go well and this morning he was throwing up again... so we had to bring him back.  He was snuggled up to me all morning and he'd just look at me with these eyes like he wanted me to help him but I don't know how.  I'm just so frustrated, so sad... I just feel like giving up.  Don't we all just deserve a f*cking break.  So I'm sitting here now, between our empty nursery and our empty puppy crate for the second time in the last few days... just feeling like I just need a break.  Don't anywhere dare tell me I'm strong right now, I feel like I could just shatter.  The only thing keeping me together at all is this new baby, I know I have to take care of him.

Heatherhah

I am so sorry I pray he is better and comes home to you soon. Hugs!!

krysiahamaty

I'm so sorry. I hope the puppy gets better soon. You don't deserve that stress and heartache!!!!!

jbranden12

I am so sorry things are so difficult for you right now. It's really awful that you're dealing with that. It would really make me feel like giving up too. ((BIG HUGS))

fluttergirlmoonchild79

This completely breaks my heart.  If something happened to my dog right now I'd totally lose it.  I'm just so sorry you're going through this right now.  You don't need this.  None of us do. I think we all deserve a pass on "crap" for the rest of our lives.

{{HUGS}}

xxswebbxx

I'm so sorry! Last night & this morning have been "bad" days for me too. I'm praying your pup gets better & can ccome home to you soon. HUGS.

tuscanbride2007

I am so sorry that you are having to go through all of this. (hugs to you)

pb127

:-(  I am so sorry Petunia!!  That is so unfair!  Sending lots of (((hugs))) and T&Ps your way~

Auki13

I haven't been on much so I missed this news.  I am so sorry you are going through this.  Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers and I hope that things turn out well for your sweet little puppy.  Keep us updated. (((HUGS)))

mdluv21

I really hope he pulls through.  The same thing happen to my lab and it was so scary and he almost died and I didn't think I would be able to survive that.  Luckily he pulled through and I am sure your little guy is a fighter too!

lrichmond86

I am just so sorry to be reading this!  I understand exactly how you are feeling.  It's so strange how similar our predicaments are.  Just when you find something to love, something that makes you happy, the possibility of having that taken from you too (or in our case actually taken) is crushing.  It's so unfair and seems like more than you can bear.  After all we've both been through, to have our little puppies get sick , too.  It's terrible. Do you mind me  asking where he came from? In our case we got him from a rescue in CT but he was a transport from TN.  We found out after that they were not a reputable shelter.  Our new little guy is also from TN but we found a shelter with a much better reputation.  I am just so sorry that this has happened to you, too!  Praying that you got him to the vet early enough to get the care that he needs to pull through.  Parvo is a TERRIBLE dog illness and anyone who tells you otherwise is outright lying.  Thinking of you and the pup tonight!!!  Please keep me posted on how he makes out!

tubbsy32

((HUGS)) You def deserve a break!