annoyed

lrichmond86 · May 2012

I'm posting this just to vent. Sorry in advance.

DH's cousin had their baby boy today. He's the first of our pregnant couples to have a boy, which makes it suck more because our little boy should be here with us. Besides that, his cousin hates me for some reason. He's openly rude to me and often doesn't even acknowledge me when we see each other. I have no idea why it is this way. DH knows this. He also knows that this particular baby is harder for me than the others have been since our loss. And yet he's continued to talk about how happy he is for them and how excited he is to meet the baby. I know that he want's to go visit at the hospital (we did for their first DD), but I'm certainly not doing that this time. It annoys me that they get to have not just one healthy baby, but two. It annoys me that DH doesn't understand why this one's more difficult than the last two. It annoys me that he's excited for them when I'm just angry. I feel like he should be on my side, support me. And to top it off, they named the baby Andrew... a name we were considering if we had another boy. I wish that I never had to see these people again. Unfortunately DH and his cousin are VERY close, so that's really not an option. Ugh. I keep telling myself that I'm overreacting, but it just doesn't make me feel better.

xxswebbxx · May 2012

I'm sorry to hear your going threw this but i'm glad you feel this way. It kinda makes me feel better about myself and for feeling the way I am. It's good to know I have a place to vent. I don't think your overreacting.

tubbsy32 · May 2012

Totally understandable that you are annoyed. I hate when DH can't relate to how I'm feeling, it's so frustrating. Don't apologize for venting...get it out! That's what we are here for (((hugs)))

blessedhope · May 2012

I'm sorry ((hugs)) Sometimes I think our husbands just don't know how to understand what we are feeling. The other day we experienced a similar situation. I wanted to punch DH because I just couldn't make him understand the pain I felt. ( For the record I restrained my self)