I am 10dp3dt and I am not getting a second line. I'm not holding onto hope and I would really appreciate if you could refrain from telling me to hold onto hope until my beta. Realistically, I have the same chance of getting a postive beta now as I do of conceiving on my own in any given month. Not too much.
I know I'm only on my first IVF with an FET, but it feels like there's no point of even doing this again. If it didn't work this time, why would it work next time? I feel like God is punishing me (and I'm not a religious person). I feel like there must be something I could have done different to land me in a different place right now. I dont want to be here.
Why can't any of this be easy?
me 33/DH 36
ttc since 10/2008; d/x: mild MFI, stageII endo
11 IUI’s = 1 m/c (7w4d)
IVF#1 January 2012 BFN, FET #1 April 2012 BFN
Surprise BFP October 2012 m/c (7w), Surprise BFP April 2013 m/c (6w4d)
IVF #2: July 2013, ET 1 embryo 7/18, beta 1 @ 14dp3dt - 757, beta 2 @ 16dp3dt - 1762
U/S 1 @ 6w4d = 1 little frogger with HB of 118, U/S 2 @ 7w3d measuring right on track with HB of 160
Stick Frogger Stick! Please!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's a Girl, EDD April 7, 2014