Just feeling down and frustrated

sammer818 · April 2012

First off, this is a post and run. We are headed out of town this morning...but, it's CD1....again! My cycle seems to be getting shorter each month. The last two months I haven't even had a clear ovulation date. That is very abnormal for me and frustrating. I had been doing so good - not getting sad or down about not being pg, just taking it in stride. But today, it's really getting to me and I'm not sure why. I just feel so hopeless. I know it really hasn't been that long since our 3rd loss, especially compared to what others are experiencing (4 months), but to me it feels like forever. UG. Not to mention I've got killer cramps. I'm sure tomorrow will be better (CD2 always is) but for today, I'm just sad. Thanks for listening. It's nice to vent to people who actually understand what it feels like. I hope everyone has a gorgeous Sunday!

pinktrojanbride120107 · April 2012

I'm sorry, sammer -- I know we can definitely all relate with the feelings of disappointment and frustration, no longer how long we've been on the TTCAL ride. Maybe take a minute to be sad, and make a conscious decision to go on your trip and enjoy every last big of it. I hope this next cycle will be better for you!

Mom2anAngel2 · April 2012

((HUGS)) I am so sorry. It is bad enough when CD1 arrives, but when it has to come with bad cramps, it is almost as if it is mocking you. I hope CD2 is better.