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**kpowers**

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It's been a while and I wanted to check in..

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"If tears could build a stairway, and memories a lane, I'd walk right up to heaven and bring you home again." Anniversary Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers BabyFruit Ticker Stick Baby Stick!
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  • kpowers982kpowers982 member
    Hi pretty girl! I'm here. Last week at work was really busy, so my Bump time was limited. Not too much going on here. Yesterday was the first birthday party for my friend's baby that I was dreading going to. I went, plastered on a big, fake smile...but only lasted half an hour before I knew it was time to go or there would be tears. I made it out to my car and ugly cried. But I'm proud of myself for going. What's new with you?
    Cycle 7: BFP 1-17-12, Missed Miscarriage at 8w6d (measured 7w2d, no HB), D&C 2-29-12
    Cycle 9: BFP 5-3-12:EDD 1-24-13 It's a girl! Born 12-27-12 Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker Image and video hosting by TinyPic
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    I'm glad that you made an appearance at the party. And sometimes an ugly cry is what makes us feel best. The other day I got an invitation to my cousin's baby shower. I don't want to go but my family thinks "it will be good for me". Frustrating for me but what can you do? This and my friend announcing that she is so excited to be having a girl. I didn't even have it in me to congratulate her yet.. So I've been bitter. Not to mention who knows wtf is going on with my cycle. I don't think I O'd this cycle and have no idea when to expect AF again. It was 44 days after my D&C and I was hoping this would go back to my 21 day cycle. But no. HAHA. Sorry to vent and sound bitter. Anyways this rant has gone on quite long enough.. Your chart is looking good.. As far as I can tell.. and I'm very very new to charting.. How are you feeling about it?
    "If tears could build a stairway, and memories a lane, I'd walk right up to heaven and bring you home again." Anniversary Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers BabyFruit Ticker Stick Baby Stick!
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  • kpowers982kpowers982 member
    I'm feeling "eh" about everything. I decided to not temp for the rest of my cycle once I got my CH so I wouldn't overanalyze every temp spike or dip. Like I've told you, I don't enjoy charting at all. The thing I do like is the extra confirmation (between that and using OPKs) that I did O. I get so annoyed at women that don't so any of this crap and still get KU, like magic! I know wha you mean about the hesitation of going to showers and congratulating friends...I'm in both of those situations myself! I have another first birthday party to go to next weeken. I had no idea before all this happened how difficult this would be in the long term, and that all those kinds of things would cut so deeply. I'm sorry you're so bitter right now, and that your cycle is being a jerk. I think it's time for both of us to do some shopping...
    Cycle 7: BFP 1-17-12, Missed Miscarriage at 8w6d (measured 7w2d, no HB), D&C 2-29-12
    Cycle 9: BFP 5-3-12:EDD 1-24-13 It's a girl! Born 12-27-12 Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker Image and video hosting by TinyPic
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