Laurakat81

jenn0021 · April 2012

You're back to TTC? Big Smile

You really have to stop making subtle changes to your siggy without making big announcements. It makes it harder for stalkers like me to know what's going on. But hooray!

Laurakat81 · April 2012

Lol...I thought about making the announcement but thought it'd be more fun this way.

We decided just yesterday. We've been seeing a new therapist for a few months now. And just yesterday he basically told us that we needed to push through our fears and jump back in it. Its kind of funny because after the ectopic I truly wasn't sure I ever wanted to try again. But between all of that and every last one of our friends having babies this year and the cp last month, I just decided I couldn't take it any longer so yesterday evening we made it official. That being said, I'm really just hoping I can do this without obsessing, losing my mind, getting depressed, and hurting my relationship with DH! I truly hate TTC! Lol, but I'm a teeny bit excited too.

We're going to give it a try on our own for a few months and if need be we'll move on to IUI in July or August at the earliest. We're not quite ready for the added stress that will create!

jenn0021 · April 2012

Yay!!! I'm so happy for you. I know that you must be terrified but I'm glad that you can have a teeny bit of excitement too. I'm glad that you're feeling better about it though and I hope you don't get too obsessed. I have every single part of me crossed (that can be crossed) that this next baby is your rainbow baby. And I'm glad that my creepy stalkerish ways figured it out immediately. Stick out tongue

We're planning on jumping back into TTC again in July/August. Well, that's only if my internist appointment goes well. Depending on what they say, that's the plan anyways. It seems so far away but at the same time I'm terrified to try again.

Thinking of you tons and tons and I will continue to stalk you. Big Smile

Laurakat81 · April 2012

July/August does seem so far away! But I can't wait for you to be TTC again too! You know, I've always thought we'd end up with our rainbows at the same time! Sounds like there might still be a good chance of that!

jenn0021 · April 2012

Aww, I love that you've thought that. Smile

It would be fun though, wouldn't it. I'm not holding my breath though because I would love to be feeling better before starting to TTC again and I feel like that is never going to happen for me. I'm just taking it one day at a time.