A year later...

rmorriss

A year ago I became pregnant before my boyfriend left for the Marines. While he was away I had a miscarriage, I was able to talk to him on the phone for 10 minutes to tell him what happened. After that, it was letters every few weeks for 3 months till we were able to grieve together. I was 13 weeks along when I had my miscarriage and the year anniversary is coming up. Every last detail is beginning to replay in my head again and its hard to handle sometimes. Am I the only one who gets this sick feeling still a year later? I feel weak wanting to cry, I try to hid it and its hard to talk about because I feel like people think "sheez it was a year ago, shouldnt she be over it by now." I know my friends and family probably just dont know how to comfort me about it and it makes it seems like the statement above.