Bi-Monthly 6+ updates...

Rawr08

So I will try my best to post an update thread every other week.  I know some stuff has probably changed, but not enough for you to make your own thread, so do it here!  Do not be mistaken, this is NOT a check-in (lol).  Anything you wanna say, update us on, is game.

AND GO! 

Rawr08

I don't have much to say.  Still NTNP.  Started water pills Saturday for some sever edema I was having during AF which didn't go away.  I am peeing once an hour!  I still can't stand pregnant ladies and I am trying to figure out how to stop from wanting children.  

Allie-Jo

This cycle sucked.  The day I got my bfn last month and the day before AF showed her ugly face, my absolute best friend and Rock through this whole IF thing told me she is pregnant...it was a long week of ugly cries.  We decided to shake up my treatments as I did 4 femera cycles with good follicles but crappy lining.  We added injects and I added pom and it did almost nothing for follicles OR lining so we uped injects and finally got 1 stupid follicle and ok lining.  Today I am 12dpo and got a bfn yesterday so I'm not testing again until friday...I am already exerting enough energy being happy for BFF.  I don't want to deal with multiple bfn's on top of it.

Kpsbabyzoe

Right now I'm still waiting for AF, and this wouldn't be the first time I've gone months without a cycle.  Usually it happens around spring time too, for whatever weird reason.  My cycle stopped before for about 5months with no explanation.  I'm wondering if this is supposed to be some sign for the universe that maybe now isn't the right time for us to be trying.  I'm feeling super negative about the whole thing, which is annoying because this morning I was feeling really positive about it.  WTH life. Why does this have to be so hard?

ETA: clarification

delino

I'm continuing to plan my IVF cycle. I hate BCP's...they are making me feel like death. Otherwise I'm trying to decide if I have any faith that this hell will bring me happiness.

Rawr08

Ladies I am so sorry this TTCAL thing is so effing hard.  My heart breaks so much.  (I may be wumping, so forgive me), I hope you all get your sticky BFP soon.  Huge *hugs* to all of you! MUAH!

jenn0021

AF showed today and even though we're TTA and I expect her, it still stings. It's just another reminder of where we're at with this whole TTC thing. I'm having a rough week of being jealous of pg people and judging them.

But on a positive note, I have my internist appointment scheduled for June 25 and I'm seeing a naturopath in the meantime with my first appointment for April 25. I'm really hoping that between these two things, someone will be able to figure out what the heck is going on with my body.

VikingQueen

Still Single, Still here, getting more bitter daily.

I hope all you ladies get your BFPs soon. ((hugs))

stillbaking

First of all, big hugs to everyone who needs them. 

As for me - It's been a very rough couple of weeks at work.  Last week we learned that 840 people will be losing their jobs at my organization thanks to budget cuts. I got a letter saying that my job "may be affected" sometime in the next three years, but with no further details what that means for now. Add to that doctor's appointments to discuss what our next steps are regarding TTC now that my thyroid is working, a cold that I just can't shake, and all the other things that go along with the day-to-day of life, I'm feeling a wee bit overwhelmed and coping thanks to copious amounts of wine and chocolate.

So we're TTAing once more at least for this cycle, while we figure out if I will still have a job, and also just to take it easy on me - who needs the added over-analysis of every sighn and temp change with all this going on, right?  

Cissi64

I don't post much any more and I'm not sure if anybody even cares about my update.

I'm waiting for menopause, still missing my babies, wishing  my 3 teenagers were still babies and hoping I can get over the bitterness before one of those teenagers decides to make me a grandmother. (I'm really hoping I've got another 5-10 years to get over the bitterness).

Rawr08

Cissi64:

I don't post much any more and I'm not sure if anybody even cares about my update.

We care, and you know that!!

It seems we are all a bunch of sad-sacks.  I sure hope that changes!  Love you girls!!! 

delino

Group hug....I wish we could do this IRL

millejj1

I've got nothing new or exciting. Cranking through work and focusing on school.

kate6267

C/p last month second cycle of clomid this month. Feeling super down and out lately and feeling pretty lost. Good luck everyone

amidkiff

I'm so sorry everyone is having such a bad time right now. I'm nervous about the IVF and egg retrieval today, but other than that, I'm ok. I do have terrible back pain though, I think caused by my now ginormous ovaries. 

I just want to hug each of you, I hope things start looking up for everyone soon. I breaks my heart to see you all so sad.

Oh and I love your hug pictures Delino and Petra! Super cute!