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HeatherhahHeatherhah member
in Late Term and Child Loss

So today I grabbed the last 2 hard boiled egss from Easter and one had Mommy on it and the other had Sydney on it.

So my mind went nuts I couldn't  bear to eat her egg but I can't bear to throw it away either. So I out it in the fridge here at work. Who would have thought something as silly as an easter egg would make me so sad. I miss my baby so much !!

Heather 

 

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  • blessedhopeblessedhope member

    I'm sorry. ((((((((big hugs))))))))

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  • fluttergirlmoonchild79fluttergirlmoonchild79 member
    I didn't think a Taco Bell commercial could make me bawl but it did.  Every time I hear the word burrito I get choked up because Corbin liked to be swaddled and I always asked if he wanted to be a burrito.  Stupid triggers!

     

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  • lrichmond86lrichmond86 member
    I know what you mean.  I was having a perfectly fine day when... BAM... one line in one song sends me into a fit of tears.  So sorry you're hurting a little more today!  Big hugs!
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  • Gizu92708Gizu92708 member
    I'm so sorry. I totally get you. Its awful to feel that way. Many hugs to you.
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  • jbranden12jbranden12 member
    I'm sorry. It's not silly at all. Pretty much everything is a trigger for me now since my loss is so fresh, but I know the days will come when it will take me completely by surprise. hugs.


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  • tubbsy32tubbsy32

    ugh, I'm sorry. I just wrote a similar post last week. I miss my baby so much too.

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  • PrettyAccountantPrettyAccountant member

    I am so sorry sweetie. The other day DH gave me a turkey sandwich that brought me to complete tears for no other reason than that was the only thing I had to eat before my last triplet was born.

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  • pottermommypottermommy member
    It isn't silly, it is loss.  Love and love and more love.
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  • MandiemnMandiemn

    My husband has to pull his car over and call me whenever he sees a little girl playing catch with her father. He dreamed about doing that with our Buffy so bad and that makes him break down.

    For me it's little things. Random things. Everything. I miss her so bad. 

    I'm so sorry we are all hurting like this. 

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