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1 month after m/c.

CowgirlUp515CowgirlUp515
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Its been 1 month since we lost our angel. I had been doing really good.. until today. I woke up this morning upset and its only gotten worse. I just feel like crawling in a hole and never coming out! Im really good at holding my emotions in because I feel like I have to be strong for everyone else. Well not today. Idc who sees me fall apart! I cant hold it in anymore. And its not helping that my BF had to work today and he probably wont make it home until tomorrow because they are so busy. I just feel so alone. No one seems to understand. My dream of getting pg before my 21st birthday has been shot to hell. And to make everything worse, my BF's cousin feels like she needs to tell me that she thinks shes pregnant. I asked her if she took a test and she said "Yeah it was positive, and my period is a month late. I just dont know whats going on"...Umm YOUR PG!? Seriously. She knows what Iv been through. She obviously wants to rub it in my face! And one more thing! I got on walmart.com to look for a birthstone ring for my angel, and they already have mother's day ads up... Haha. =/

Sorry for the pity party! Im just not feeling myself today. I think Im gonna eat a gallon of ice cream, take a hot bath, and call it a day...

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Re: 1 month after m/c.

  • dmgalley25dmgalley25

    I am so sorry for your loss and i know how you feel. My dream of having may last baby (my dh's first) before I turn 41 is also over. I told myself that 41 was my cut off because i don't want to be too old :)

    So what we do now is we have a new dream. Our new dream is that we have a happy and healthy baby whenever we can get it. Be sad when you need to. Be mad when you need to. Tell your BF's cousin she needs to be more sensitive or talk to someone else.

    I hope that tomorrow is a better day for both of us. Don't give up hope. 

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  • CowgirlUp515CowgirlUp515

    Thank you for the support!

    My new dream is to get pg ASAP. Which isnt quite as time restraining just incase it doesnt happen!

    And I havent talked to my bf's cousin since yesterday. Which is hard becuase we live with them, but Im avoiding her. Im just not in the mood to talk to her. =/

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