Miscarriage/Pregnancy Loss

Bad idea...

I just ventured over to the Baby Names board to take a look...

 Bad idea...not quite ready for that. Sigh. I just want my baby back inside of me with a healthy strong heartbeat. This is the worst feeling in the world. I hate feeling so empty.

We actually had started calling our baby "Baby Charli," I love the name Charli (Charlotte) for a little girl and I was convinced I was having a girl even though I was only 9 weeks.

She will always be remembered as Baby Charli to me and DH.

Just missing my baby and needed to say something.

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Re: Bad idea...

  • I'm sorry.

     I lost my baby when it was 6 weeks.  I passed it last week.  It was litterally the hardest thing that I've ever had to do, both physically and emotionally. 

    Against my better judgement, I had started buying stuff for the baby.  We were super excited.  Putting that stuff away and trying to get back to feeling "natural" and not pregnant is killing me.

    I miss it every day.  I was wondering if I'll ever feel "normal" again. 

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  • ouch, sorry.

     i tend to hover on the homepage also and look at the other articles about labor, baby names, etc. I think i feel like if i can get through reading some of those it will help me feel stronger and move forward. it doesn't take much to shake us back to reality. :(

    BFP#1 10/15/2011! EDD 6/25/2012. natural m/c 10/28/2011. 5wks, 3d. BFP#2 2/27/2012! EDD 11/12/2012. d&c 4/10/12. 9 weeks. Daisypath Anniversary tickers
  • I stupidly tried to look at my BMB a couple of weeks ago. I will never ever do that again!  They were all announcing the sex of their babies. 
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