just found out I will have two under 2 - worried!

dee&bee

Our son is 10 months old, we just started really getting into the groove of things and somehow got it into our crazy heads that we should have our second close together (all these romantic notions of the two being very close together, getting diapers over with ...etc etc ). It took quite some time to conceive our first, and we hardly tried this time, and bam - pregnant!!!! 

we loved our freedom before & thought if we had them closer together we could get the baby stage over with sooner and begin traveling and doing more things as af amily sooner - and since we started just a few years later than most of our friends who already have their second now ...we thought it was the right thing for us. But now it is REAL ! And I didn't exaclty have the easiest time with my first in the beginning .

SO now of course I am having a bit of an anxiety attack ? Now I feel like I am reading everywhere how HARD it is .. 

Too soon? Too costly ? etc etc

Would really love to hear other mom's perspective and hopefully good experiences!

I know I just need to enjoy the ride - but I am such a worrier!