Tough day

weddedwife

Today is a hard day for me, for whatever reason. Easter was a good day, but not the day it should've been. This should've been Nathaniel's first Easter, and no one acknowledged it. It's like everyone has forgotten.

Also, I got a text from my pg friend on Sat. that she had her baby. It was a boy; our sons should've grown up together. They would've been 4-6 weeks apart. I was so heartbroken when I heard the news. We were camping with some friends; I went and hid in the tent and cried until I could regroup. I purposely am avoiding fb this month so that I wouldn't have to hear about this baby, and another that is due any day now, but I heard about it anyway.

Today I am watching DD play quietly by herself. She's a happy child & plays so well by herself but it just makes me sad. I so wanted a sibling for her, and she should've had one by now. And to top it all off, I'm awaiting AF so I'm lamenting that I'm STILL not even pg again yet.

I've had a few pretty good days, I guess I was due for one where I'm on the verge of tears all day long. Thanks for listening my friends.

foxxy1

(((((HUGS))))

Petunia844

Big hugs, I'm so sorry you're having a hard day.  I totally understand, I had a definite downward spiral recently and they're hard.  I'm sorry that your family/friends didn't acknowledge that it should have been Nathaniel's first Easter.  I think you're right though, we just will always have our "down days" and I think they just slowly get further apart.  Big hugs.

fluttergirlmoonchild79

So sorry you're having such a bad day.  I hate when one day you're "good" and the next day you're down the tubes.  Hoping tomorrow is a better day. {{HUGS}}

barrona

((Hugs)). I'm so sorry that today has been a rough day. I completely understand about family forgetting. Not one person said anything to me yesterday about Ava not being there. It just plain sucks. I'm thinking about you and hoping that this week gets a little better.

JessicaRobb

Hugs!

karebear57

(((Hugs))) Nobody acknowledged Brianna. It was also the 6 month mark yesterday and no calls or txt from my family. That was the first holiday ever that no one said boo to me. I am so sorry, but we remember all our babies so they'll never be forgotten.

littlepenguin2012

Big hugs!  Sorry today has been so rough. 

lrichmond86

I'm sorry you're having a bad day.  It sucks when no one remembers to mention our babies.  No one said anything about baby Gary's first Easter either, even when we mentioned we had been to the cemetery that morning.  Big hugs and hoping for a better tomorrow for you!