Late Term and Child Loss

Can I share their names? Thank you Karbear57

Thank you ladies for your support while I feel like I go out of my mind. Not one of our family members asked our babies names - I feel like they want to pretend the babies didn't exist. I don't want my babies forgotten or diminished and it breaks my heart.

Karbear57 responded to my intro post and suggested I mention their names - that it might make me feel better. I would very much like that - and I would love to share the meanings of their names. Thank you Karbear57.

These were not their original names (had they survived) but I wanted to change the names to something more meaningful. The names are all in Hebrew. While we aren't very religious or observant, I wanted the babies to have Hebrew names.

My first son - Matisyahu (Mathew) Nissim - Gift from G-d and Miracle

My Daughter - Ahava Raisel - Love and Rose (DH's grandmother was Raisel)

My second son - Zev Chaim - Zev was DH's grandfather and Chaim means Life

Thank you for letting me share my babies' names.

Rachel 

 


TTC 1/2010 DH Dx - Azoospermia 2/2011
Hysteroscopy 3/2011 2 Polyps removed 4/2011
DH on Clomid / Arimidex to address hormonal issues - Sperm found July 2011!
IVF #1 September 2011 - ER 9/8/2011- 8R, 5M - icsi - 1 made it to transfer - BFFN :-(
IVF #2 Lucky November 2011 - ER 11/25/2011 - 15 eggs!, 13 mature, 10 fertilized with isci - 7 made it to transfer! Transferred 1 - 8 cell and 2 - 7 cell. BFP!!!!
1st U/S - Twins! 2nd U/S - 3 heartbeats!!! - HOLY COW!!!
Prayers for our take home babies!
2 babies born on 3/27/12 and lost. Last baby born on 3/29/12 and lost at 20 weeks.
My angels grew wings shortly after birth.
Ahava Raisel, Matisyahu Nissim & Zev Chaim - Mommy and Daddy will always love you.
IVF #3 July 2012 - ER 7/17/2012 - 10 R. 5 F. 4 made it to ET
Transferred 2 on 7/20/2012 no snow babies :-(
Beta on 7/31/2012 = BFMFN
A miracle gift expected to come to us through adoption around 9/2012
Baby girl adopted - Birth Mother changed her mind and took the baby back
IVF #4 October 2012 - New RE. Doing PGD Testing. 8 R, 7F, 2 made it to 5 day blast for PDG testing. Both Normal (Thank you G-d!!!) 1 boy and 1 girl
transferred one beautiful 5day blast (girl)
Please G-d the almighty one - let this be our take home baby!
Beta #1 158, Beta #2 318, 1 Absolutely magnificent HB at 175! Thank you G-d!!!
Baby Girl born August 5th. Thank you G-d for our precious miracle.
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Re: Can I share their names? Thank you Karbear57

  • Beautiful names, thank you for sharing.  {{hugs}}
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  • Beautiful names! ((hugs))
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  • I LOVE your daughter's name. Unique and gorgeous.
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  • Love!
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  •  Thank you for sharing their names. They are beautiful names. 
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  • Beautiful names!  Thank you for sharing. Zev means wolf and your second son fought hard like a wolf. My son was Andrew John which is so anglicized, but I haven't had the strength to give him a Hebrew name yet. 
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  • Thank you for sharing your babies' beautiful names and the meanings behind them. 
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  • Thank you for sharing their beautiful names! Our families may forget about our angel babies but we never will.
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  • Perfect names. I love how each one as a special meaning.
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  • Beautiful names. Thank you for sharing them with us.
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  • Your babies names are beautiful. Thank you for sharing them with us. 
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  • Their names are beautiful. I am so sorry for your loss of your sweet babies!!
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  • beautiful names and meanings. Thank you for sharing them with us.
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  • Those are beautiful names, with important meanings. I love them all. Thank you for sharing!
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  • Rachel, those names are absolutely beautiful and have such great meanings. I am so very sorry for your losses and I'll be sending prayers and love your way.
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  • hebrew names are beautiful and I especially like all the meaning you put into the names of your precious children. Chaim is especially powerful. Blessings and prayers for you. ((hugs))
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  • Thank you for sharing their names. So beautiful! I love the meanings behind them. I especially love the name Matisyahu.

    The remembering is SO important. Sometimes if we don't, no one will. That is sad, but unfortunately true.

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  • Beautiful names.  huge ((hugs))
    TTC since 07/2009
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    Oct. 2010 = IVF #1 = B/G Twins (passed away Feb. 2011)
    May 2011 = Myomectomy and trans-abdominal cerclage (TAC)
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    Feb. 2012 = sFET #1 = BFN
    Feb.2012 = Hail Mary IUI #4 = BFN
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    Baby B's heart stop beating at 9 weeks 5 days
    Our little miracle baby is a boy. :)

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  • Absolutely beautiful and meaningful. Our angel baby is named a form of Matthew as well, for the same reason.
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