feeling better....

eileenhealy

It's been almost two weeks and i am so thankful that I feel better. I am not longer drowning in tears and able to think more clearly..

I think the bleeding stopping and the hormones settleing down have helped. The biggest thing that has helped is my primary care doctor. Not my OB. I was hoping my OB would track my HCG levels down to zero but unless you have 3 miscarriages you are not on their radar for any type of assistance with that. I understand that they are just operating on statistics and they are right to do so in a way.. but I just can't roll that way. I am 35 and I am finally with the right person, my husband and we want children. I made an appointment with my primary care dr and he agreed to track my levels down to zero. It is such a small thing but I am so grateful to him for that. He also put in a referral for fertility treatment, I am thankful for that too.. even though I hope not to need it but if I do, it's there.

What has also helped is learning about fertility and charting and learning what makes a good diet to encourage ovulation. Even if nothing I am doing is making a difference, I still feel better trying to make a difference. It certainly is making me more positive and less stressed.

T&P's to all of us in this situation... and I hope you all have better days soon, I know I never thought I would feel better after losing my baby but I do... even if it's just a little... 

dmgalley25

I am sorry for your loss and thank you so much for sharing this because it gives me hope. I can't see past my own tears right now. It is good to know it gets better.

eileenhealy

I wouldn't have believed that it would get better at all... but it will, you will be a mom and you will be a great one!