All I can think about...

kdruffles

My precious baby boy Keegan has only been gone like a week and all I can think about is getting pregnant again. Then I start crying from missing him and wishing I didn't have to go thru it again. Does anyone else feel like this. I feel guilty for wanting to try again so soon and sad I have too. Does this even make sense?

Mandiemn

I feel this too. I just want to be pregnant again so badly, and have my rainbow baby in my arms. But I now that it would be for the best mentally and psychically to wait a couple months before that can happen.

ehlersm

I was just like that for about a month after we lost the boys. It felt like an aching to be pregnant. Three months out I am still very anxious (and terrified) to try for our rainbow, but am ultimately glad we are taking the doctor's advice to wait. What your feeling - the longing and the guilt - is very normal. I am so sorry you've had to join us.

Auki13

Yes, I agree with PP.  All I wanted was to be pregnant again, but as time went on I am glad we waited.  I personally needed time to heal and to be able to get myself in a "good" place for when we have another baby.  It is so hard sweetie.  Just be gentle with yourself and take your time grieving.  ((HUGS))