TTC After a Loss

sooo I'm a unicorn?

ETA: Why don't my stinking bullets show up?!?!

well, my uterus is anyway.

Hey chicas! Long time no chat - outside of Ladies in Waiting that is. So here's what's going on in the land o'superstars:

hit 6 months of TTCAL so we went to Clomid. 1st cycle - p4=18.5 YAY! 2nd cycle p4=4.4 Huh? wtf

AF is no show for 45 days - longest in my life, ever (literally)

got RE referral; had initial appointment

AF finally showed - had CD 3 u/s on Monday - they couldn't "find" my left ovary *sigh*

turned 32 April three

had HSC yesterday - they put me to sleep which was bueno and he found one tube on the right and my ute is shaped like a tube instead of the martini glass shape. He thinks it might be a unicornuate uterus and he's not sure if there's an "accessory horn" and maybe that's what is covering my left side (if it's even there at all).

biggest issues with being a Unicorn: multiple miscarriages in 1st tri, incompetent cervix and pre-term labor

Not so Superstar-ish, huh. I am feeling kind of down about all of this. It was very wow to me. I miss you suckas lots!

I have to run to lunch duty now (no, I don't have kids in my room!), but I'll be back on my conference period to chat and post Ladies in Waiting!

Well-behaved women rarely make history.

BFP #1 ~ 4.29.11 | Blighted Ovum 6.2.11 | D&C 6.9.11
DX Unicornuate Uterus 4.12
BFP #2 ~ 10.12.12 | m/c 11.25.12 | D&C 2.8.13

BFP #3 ~ 12.11.13 | heartbeat ~12.20 :) | no heartbeat ~12.27 | D&C 1.6.14

BFP #4 ~ 7.20.14 | EDD 3.29.15 | heartbeat x2 eeek! ~ 8.4 | heard heartbeat-120 ~ 8.8 |

 11.6.14 Courtland Jeremiah & Landon Joseph born sleeping



Re: sooo I'm a unicorn?

  • Oh, hun. I'm sorry. Such a sh!tty way to celebrate your birthday too. ((hugs))
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  • I am so sorry for the bad news.  I hope the RE is able to come up with a plan for you!!!

    Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickersLilypie - (B9PH)

     

    Lilypie - (0YVF)
     TTC since 11/2009; Lap/HSG/Hysteroscopy: 5/2011 (endometriosis - removed; endocervical polyp - removed; high pressure in bilateral tubes - cleared)

    BFP #1: 8/4/11; DS1 born sleeping on 11/16/11 at 19w1d

    BFP # 2: 5/7/12, EDD 1/10/13, DS2 born 1/4/13

    BFP # 3: 11/8/13, EDD 7/17/14, mmc 10wks

    BFP # 4: 5/16/14, EDD 1/15/15, praying for our 2nd rainbow baby 

  • I am sorry that you didn't receive better news.  Hoping that your doc is able to find a plan that works fantastically for you!
  • ((hugs))
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  • I'm sorry it wasn't the news you were hoping for :( *HUGS*

    TTC since April 2010
    BFP #1 – March 2011, missed m/c April 2011
    BFP #2 – October 2011, m/c November 2011
    Surprise BFP #3 – December 2011, diagnosed as cornual, terminated January 2012
    BFP #4 – June 2012, m/c July 2012
    Diagnosed with bicornuate ute and MTHR gene mutation
    BFP #5 – October 2012, missed m/c November 2012
    BFP #6 – January 2013, m/c March 2013
    No longer TTC. Diagnosis: Hostile ute. Heartbroken and bitter. Pursuing surrogacy.
    June 2013 - Carrier found! Could this really happen?!
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    ~All AL always welcome~

  • I'm sorry...HUGE hugs!  Prayers for a way around this.

    Lilypie - (dLe1)

     

          ***BFP 1-22-13, baby boy dx with Trisomy 13 at 15 weeks.

           We let him go to Heaven on 4-27-13 at 17 weeks 1 day***

     Lilypie - (AW2u)
     

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  • I'm so sorry, hopefully they can find a way around this.

     

    (((HUGS)))

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    TTC Baby Rob #1 05/07, BFP 06/07, EDD 02/22/08, Baby Jackaroo born via c-section after 22 hours of labor on 02/27/08
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    TTC Baby Rob #2 06/11 BFP 11/06/11 EDD 07/16/12 Natural M/C 11/25/11 @ 6w3d
    Baby Rob #2 (Sloane), in our hearts always.
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    Here comes Baby Rob #3
     BFP on Cycle 17 09/27/12. EDD 06/04/12! Please Stick Baby! A/S 01/22/13 Baby looking great. Officially TEAM BLUE! Jack is getting a Baby Brother! RCS scheduled for 05/29/13. William Daryll born at 9:59am on 05/29/13. Left ovary and tube removed due to peach sized tumor found during RCS. Pathology came back benign!



  • imagePetraStonegirl:

    Aw crap. I'm so sorry that you got crappy news. I hope the RE can sort something out for you.

    In the mean time, I think you were too busy to see this... https://community.thebump.com/cs/ks/forums/64827201/ShowThread.aspx

    I PPH you, lady! Miss you. 

    This. I am sorry that you got bad news. I really hope you can get some answers and the RE will help you find a way.

    Me(26)DH(33)
    TTC for #1 since Jan 2010
    BFP #1 Oct 1 2010 MC Oct 3 2010
    DX PCOS w/ AO Nov 2011
    3 rounds of Clomid all BFN
    BFP #2 10/12/12 Beta #1 45.1 Beta #2 160.7 * 2/27 diagnosed with IEF in utero.
    Dalaney born @ 35w2d via emergency C-section due to Pre-E after 30 hrs of labor & losing her HB twice. She weighed 5lbs 8oz & was 19in long on May 26th 2013 @ 605am

    Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers   image

    "Severe truth is expressed with some bitterness."
  • While I do love a good unicorn, I am sorry your ute decided to take on the persona.  I hope your RE has a way to either fix or work around that for you.  Big hugs!
    BFP #1 - Chemical Pregnancy ----BFP#2 - DD born at 32 weeks-----BFP #3 Spontaneous Identical Twin Boys lost due to Missed M/C - on 7/1/11----BFP #4 Baby girl lost due to Trisomy 22 on 1/6/12 PGAL and PAL Always Welcome! Image and video hosting by TinyPic
  • Oh my goodness... a unicorn... 

    I hope there's something they can do to help you now that they know what's going on.  Keep us updated.  (((Hugs)))

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    BFP 1 | EDD 4.1.11 | MMC D&C 10.27.10 | 14 weeks
    BFP 2 | EDD 9.29.11 | MC 1.25.11 | 6 weeks
    BFP 3 | EDD 3.4.12 | MC 9.5.11 | 10 weeks
    BFP 4 | Twins EDD 6.7.12 | MC James 10.31.11 Kellen 1.12.12 | 8 weeks/19 weeks

    BFP 5 | EDD 12.24.12 | Rainbow Baby in the Making!
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    ? PGAL/PAL Welcome ?
  • Ugh I'm sorry sweetie. At least you have a diagnosis, and they can formulate a treatment plan for you. Thinking of you.

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  • imageraashton:
    I am sorry that you didn't receive better news.  Hoping that your doc is able to find a plan that works fantastically for you!

    This and ((hugs))

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  • Sorry for the bad news, I hope your doc comes up with a good plan for you.
    Lilypie First Birthday tickers
    BFP #1 6.19.11 ~ EDD 2.23.12 ~ CP on 6.22.11
    BFP #2 7.23.11 ~ EDD 3.28.12 ~ MC on 8.16.11
    BFP #3 11.17.11~ EDD 7.31.12 ~ MC on 1.18.12
    BFP #4 4.12.12 ~ EDD 12.25.12~ Born on 12.26.12
  • Thanks so much ladies. And Petra, I did completely miss that - it made me Big Smile.

    And I swear I did bullets in my post! uggh. sorry about that wall o'text!

    Well-behaved women rarely make history.

    BFP #1 ~ 4.29.11 | Blighted Ovum 6.2.11 | D&C 6.9.11
    DX Unicornuate Uterus 4.12
    BFP #2 ~ 10.12.12 | m/c 11.25.12 | D&C 2.8.13

    BFP #3 ~ 12.11.13 | heartbeat ~12.20 :) | no heartbeat ~12.27 | D&C 1.6.14

    BFP #4 ~ 7.20.14 | EDD 3.29.15 | heartbeat x2 eeek! ~ 8.4 | heard heartbeat-120 ~ 8.8 |

     11.6.14 Courtland Jeremiah & Landon Joseph born sleeping



  • I'm so sorry you didn't get better news.  Fx the RE can come up with a good plan to help you get closer to having your rainbow baby!

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    CFNBC after 8 losses and IF || History || My Angel Babies

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