Success after IF

2nd Beta in....it's over.

I just got the call.  My beta today is 26.  It was 27 on Monday.  RE said to discontinue progesterone and estradiol.  I am devasted.......

I hate you infertility!!!  I hate that, like most people, we are OOP and that we have spent $1000s and $1000s for disappointment.  I hate to factor $$ into this, but it just makes it that much harder.

Am trying to keep the hope, but it's so very hard.  

Sorry, am having a pity party right now.  Thanks for all the kind words of encouragement on Monday.

Now I have to wait for AF and for my HCG to go back down.  This sucks..... 

several failed cycles on clomid and lose dose injectibles, IUI #1 2009 - BFN IUI #2 2009 - BFP - boy/girl twins born at 31 weeks. IVF #1= BFN; FET #1 = c/p; FET #2 = c/p, FET #3 = negative, FET #4 = positive, baby stillborn at 24 weeks.  

Re: 2nd Beta in....it's over.

  • I'm so, so sorry.  I had a c/p last April, and it still makes me tear up to think about it.  I hate IF too.  I know it's hard to stay hopeful, so I will be hopeful for you.  ((HUGS))
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  • I am so very, very sorry.  I hate that it never goes away, even after 'success'.  Take time for yourself and vent all you want.  The $ part makes it even more unfair.  ((Hugs))
  • I am so very sorry:(
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  • I'm so sorry sweetie, big ((HUGS))
    "Normal day, let me be aware of the treasured day you are. Let me learn from you, love you, bless you before you depart...let me hold you while I may."

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    TTC#2- FET 4/7/11 BFP, Natural mc 5/5/11 IVF#2 ER 9/13/11, ET 9/16/11, Beta #1 9/27/11 BFP 254 Beta #2 9/30/11 793 -Twins!

  • I am so very sorry.  ((HUGS))
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  • So very sorry :(
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  • I am so, so sorry.  Huge ((hugs))!
    After 2 years and 6 IUIs, we did it with IVF w/ ICSI!
    BFP with no treatment!
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  • I am so sorry (((hugs)))
    A lot of years and a million tears finally led me to you.
    After 7 years trying to concieve, 3 failed IUIs and 2 failed IVFs, my third IVF was a success!
    My Christmas baby turned into a turkey bird! Dillon Richard was born at 34 weeks, 5 days on November 28, 2009 after 10 weeks on bedrest for preeclampsia.
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    I am so, so sorry :( 
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  • Oh hon.... I am so very sorry.   :(

    (((hugs))) 

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  • I am so sorry.  I had a chemical pregnancy before having my DD and it was devastating.  I still get sad to think about it.  

    I don't think you are having a pity party, but you are entitled to feel like this.  It doesn't feel like it now, but it does get better.

    (((hugs))) 

  • I'm so very sorry.  You have every right to be disappointed and angry.  Big hugs to you.

    Kelly, Mom to Christopher Shannon 9.27.06, Catherine Quinn 2.24.09, Trey Barton lost on 12.28.09, Therese Barton lost on 6.10.10, Joseph Sullivan 7.23.11, and our latest, Victoria Maren 11.15.12

    Secondary infertility success with IVF, then two losses, one at 14 weeks and one at 10 weeks, then success with IUI and then just pure, crazy luck.  Expecting our fifth in May as the result of a FET.

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  • I am so, so sorry :(

    (((HUGS)))

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  • I'm so sorry.  IF is so unfair and cruel.  Take care.
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  • Oh, I'm so very sorry :(  ((((HUGS)))))
  • I am so very sorry. Unfortunately, the financial aspect of it makes the disappointment sting even more.  Take care. 
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  • I am so sorry. (((hugs)))
  • I'm so sorry for your loss.

    IF truly truly sucks. 

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  • I'm so sorry.
    After 7 failed IUIs, IVF w/ ICSI worked!!

    I am thankful every day for my miracle after infertility.

    And thrilled to be pregnant again after FET!

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  • i'm sorry :(

    this cycle was a bust for us so we're out $6k for our last 2 FETs.

    it's really hard to swallow.

  • I'm so sorry.  IF is so hard (the $$, the emotional roller coaster, everything).  Hugs.
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  • I'm so sorry. IF sucks. 
    IVF #3 = ID Twin Boys TTC #3, June 2011 FET #1 m/c 9 Weeks, October FET #2 BFN, December FET #3 BFN, March FET #4 c/p, June FET #5 BFN, July FET #6 embie didn't survive the thaw IVF#4 September 2012 Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker Identical twin boys born at 30 weeks 2 days due to HELLP
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    I'm so incredibly sorry.  It's beyond unfair and my heart aches for you!  Sending thoughts and prayers your way.

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  • I am so sorry sweetie, this is so unfair :(

    ((hugs))

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  • thanks for the kind words everyone.  this board is truly amazing!
    several failed cycles on clomid and lose dose injectibles, IUI #1 2009 - BFN IUI #2 2009 - BFP - boy/girl twins born at 31 weeks. IVF #1= BFN; FET #1 = c/p; FET #2 = c/p, FET #3 = negative, FET #4 = positive, baby stillborn at 24 weeks.  
  • ((hugs)) I am so, so sorry.

    F you, IF!

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  • I'm so sorry.  :-(
                                  

      
                                   
  • So sorry Hun. IF SUCKS! 

     



    Dx: PCOS, Anovulation, RPL
    Born via emergency c/s February 9, 2008 - 9lbs, 3 oz!!!!

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    TTC# 2 since February 2010 - BFP #1 Sept 2010-(5mg Femara, 1500mg Met, Ovridel) Missed M/C at 10w2d, discovered at 13w2d, D&C at 14w

    BFP # 2 - February 2011-(1500mg Met, HCG Injection) Missed M/C at 10w1d, discovered at 10w3d, D&C at 11w...RPL testing came back all normal.

    Trying again. June 2011 - Clomid/1500 mg Met / Baby Aspirin - BFFN!

    July 2011 Femara/1500mg Met/ Baby Aspirin - c/p

    August 2011 - Femara/1500mg Met/ Baby Aspirin - c/p

    September 2011 - Puregon/ 1500mg Met/ Baby Aspirin - BFFN!!!!

  • I'm so sorry.
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  • I'm so sorry for your loss : (
    Our miracle IVF baby - D 6/09 & J - Surprise! born 9/10!!!
  • I am so very sorry!  Hang in there the best you can!
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