In order for me to get complete closure on this horrific thing I experienced, I have to completely start over. So I am deactivating my account and promising myself to never come back here. Although it has been such a support system I find myself on this board far too often and every time I open it up I see all the pictures of pregnant bellies and smiling future mummy's and it makes me jealous and sad. So I'm going to Put an end to my pitty party today and turn the page to start over and put this nightmare behind me. But before I do , I wanted to extend my thanks to all of the complete strangers who reached out to comfort me in my time of need. I truly wish each of you peace, health, happiness, healing but most important, i hope you have a warm, snugly baby in your arms very soon. Good luck to all of you.
Re: Moving on...good luck to all of you.