As much as I fought it, there's no denying it. The u/s revealed a very empty ute that had already shed it's lining. I'm just heartbroken at this point... First I thought I lost it, then saw the sac, then now I've lost it?? This has been the most emotionally painful thing I've ever endured in my life and I wish it on NO one....
Yeah sure "At least you know you can get pregnant!" may sound like a great comfort in the eyes of someone without a loss, but due to the fact that my baby didn't stick it doesn't give me ANY comfort whatsoever...
It just plain sucks.... I just want sushi and vodka... And a big box of tissues...
Re: Well, I'm back...
He's my fairytale, a dream when I'm not sleeping.
<a href="http://s279.photobucket.com/albums/kk121/behapybride/?action=viewI'm so sorry for your loss and the emotional roller coaster that you've been on.
I'm in a similar boat. I seem to be able to scream and to cry--not a lot in between and all I want is red wine (and lots of it) and a wheel of unpasteurized brie.
It does just plain suck. Hang in there.
DD1 born 5/24/10.
Missed M/C at 14 wks Feb 2012.
DD2 born 5/14/13.
Missed M/C at 9 wks July 2015.