The only thing getting me out of bed..
Are my DH & kids. Tuesday I would say was one of the worst days of my life, I was told I am having an incomplete m/c, this was my first m/c and my 3rd PG. I'm still in shock because it was a just week prior we found out we were blessed to be having another baby. My heart literally aches, it feels as though someone has died and the physical pain is just another reminder of the baby I will never get to hold.
Today was the first day we had interaction with anyone outside our family, we just moved to a new state a month ago so we don't really know anyone just yet, but at this party we went to there was this lady who is PG & about right around my old EDD, I just wanted run away and curl up in a ball.
I'm considering going out and purchasing a rose bush for my lil one. I hope that soon I will be able to be back to myself, that the pain inside won't be unbearable.
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