TTC after 35

I'm ridiculous....

Tell me I'm not the only one to do this....  I had positive OPK's on day 14-15 and it's now day 20 and I totally POAS this morning...knowing it's impossible to find out this early (of course it was negative). I'm such a planner and I have no patience.  So, my new plan is to test on Sunday... I don't think I have patience to wait until next Tuesday or Wednesday to see if AF arrives. 

I know I'm ridiculous, but I'm just hoping I'm not the only completely ridiculous one out there. 

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Re: I'm ridiculous....

  • I completely understand!  I am a planner as well and I am waiting on AF to show up so I can get started again.  I keep thinking if it shows up on this date, then I can rearrange x and x to make it to the RE and then if not then this day, etc..
    Me- 37, DH- 32. TTC- June 2010- Adoption journey started April 2012 image
  • Not ridiculous at all!  In the first few months of my TTC I did the same thing.  In fact I took a HPT every day so I could find out how early I would be able to see the faintest of lines.  THAT was how sure I was that I would be pg that quick! 

    I have NO patience and I am a planner too. But I have learned to let it go because I have no control--which also makes me CRAZY.

    Good luck to you this month!  I hope you are one of the lucky ones!

    Me: 40 Dh: 41, TTC since August 2009, began Acupuncture and Herbs Sept 2011, began Temping and Charting Nov 2011. image
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  • I just rush ordered a whole new packet of cheapie tests so I can test out my trigger to my hearts desire.. am I crazy, sure, but at least it will give me something to do during the 2ww Wink
    nate and teddy
    Me 41 DH 46  Not actively ttc, surprise BFP on 1/6/11! 4/1/11 m/c our sunshine at 16wks after complications from CVS test. TTC #2 **5th cycle 12/6/11 BFP! Missed m/c at 9 weeks 1/21/12, trisomy 14. Two Chemical PG 3/12&7/12
    ** BFP 8/16/12 beta #1 148! beta#2 407 beta #3 4000 u/s 9.10 1 lovely hb 126, Baby Boy is due 04/28/13!!
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  • I totally wanted to POAS at 2DPO last month so I totally get it.  I didn't actually do it but I really, really wanted to.

     

    Good Luck this month!

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  • Thanks everyone!  Glad to know I'm not insane.  This 2 weeks wait is awful!  I will keep you posted...  I'm very tempted to go online and buy more cheapies.... if it doesn't take this month, I'll definitely do that going into next month! 

    Thanks again all!

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  • I'm right there with you.  When I cycle I usually test out my trigger and just keep POAS daily.
    TTC since 10/09 Me-43 DH-44 RE and testing 10/10-11/10, Recommending IVF 1/11 New RE AMA and DOR-DH low motility IVF #1.1 cancelled 3/11 due to poor response IVF #1.2 May 2011, one perfect 8-cell embryo, 3dt-BFN, IVF #2.1 Converted to IUI d/t poor response. New RE 9/2011. IVF 2.2 completed using HGH,EPP,DHEA, Q-10 and accupuncture. Transferred one 8-cell, grade one embryo on 10/19. BFP 10/31/11 Chemical pregancy on 11/2/11. Started stims for IVF #3, our final try, on 12-2-11. ET on 12/18. Transferred 3 Grade A embryos-BFFN Planning DE IVF, late March/early April- Donors ER expected to be 4/2-4/4. PAIF/SAIF welcome
  • I'm right there with you. I'm on cycle day 19 and I'd be lying if I said POAS hadn't crossed my mind.  I usually make it to at least day 26 or so, though. Last month I didn't even test...all the BFNs have been getting me down.  Fingers crossed for us both!!

     

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