I'm typically pretty emotional during AF. I'm worried about starting stims and being worse. My poor husband and step son! By emotional, I mean moody!

. BUT, I'm excited to see what our first IVF has to offer even with all the crazy German strictness! Preparing for the worst and Praying for the best! That's my motto. Have a great week ladies!
Re: AF emotions vs Stims emotions
TTC #2 since July 2010
March 2012 IVF (MDL Protocol) Started stims 3/3; ER 3/11 (9R, 8M, 7F) ET 3/16 (5dt of 2 blasts graded 3AB and 3BA, 3 frosties(!!) Beta 3/26 = 386; Beta 3/28 = 827; u/s 4/11 says TWINS! Boy/Girl Twins delivered at 36 weeks 6 days
Honestly the biggest emotional change I go through in any given cycle is when I start progesterone. I usually want my own space and I'm somewhat solitary. When I'm hopped up on progesterone though I love to cuddle and be around people (and I'm narcoleptic but he finds that hilarious). DH once joked that if it weren't for the shots- he'd ask if I could have a lifetime supply of progesterone.
Stims though just affect me physically- and even then it's tolerable.
I went into IVF expecting to become some kind of freakish harpy ready to kill and maim innocent bystanders and... meh. Being that angry takes too much effort. It's easier to just go take a nap.
Friends for 17 years. Married 10. TTC since Jan 2009.
2013: IVF#3/FET#4 Elisabeth CJ born April 30, 2014
Cerclage, P17, and 3 months of bed rest brought us our Rainbow.
Dum spiro, spero.
Me: 39, Dx DOR (FSH = 10.5, AMH = 0.43, best AFC = 10), AMA
MH: 37, Dx Obstructive Azoospermia, multiple successful sperm retrieval procedures
2/2012: IVF/ICSI #2 MDLF (4R, 4M, 1F) = BFP, saw heartbeat, missed m/c 9w0d, D&E
8/2012: IVF/ICSI #3 EPP/MDLF (7R, 2M, 1F) = BFN
12/2012: (New RE) Operative hysteroscopy to remove scar tissue
1/2013: IVF/ICSI #4 Low-dose stim/Antagonist (AFC=6); ER=1/26 (5R-couldn't access rt ovary, 5M, 4F), ET=1/29 (trans 3) = BFP!; 2/11 beta#1(13dp3dt)=2127, 2/13=3367; twin girls due 10/19/13
PAIF/SAIF very welcome!
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Hahaha, you made me LOL. This is exactly how I am feeling I will be. The last stimming I did was for our IUIs in 09. I choose not to recall the craziness of that time (I was a moody insert choice name here). You are right, why be angry! I do remember being uncomfortable but that's mostly it.
Thank you! I'm feeling emotional and haven't even started yet! I think it's the stress of it all but it's weird, I don't FEEL stressed. Subconsciously I suppose.