this day blows

chels38026

I am 9dp3dt and started spotting this afternoon. My RE nurse isn't too concerned, and they won't move my beta up from Monday. Seems late for implantation bleeding, so the tiny shred of hope I had left is pretty much gone. I went home early from work because I was so upset and had a killer headache on top of it.

Then the icing on the cake? Got our letter from the embryologist (finally!). NONE of our 6 remaining embryos made it to freeze. DH and I are devastated. Although I'm not too surprised because they said at transfer the 5 embies that got rescue ICSI were pretty poor quality.

I want to go hide in a hole...

Sophistikitty

I am so sorry. ((hugs))

Roxie5739

Fx that the spotting is implantation. Don't lose hope. I have seen these same symptoms from other posters and they are on the PAIF board now. GL!

BeckyP005

Wishing you some good luck. You never know

Run20K

Chels I'm so sorry you're feeling down and no exactly what you're going through. We did rescue icsi during our first ivf cycle and the embryo didn't make it to freeze. I was devastated. Give yourself time to be upset because I know how awful that feels. ((Hugs))

maggie2324

I don't think that is implantation spotting, but it could certainly be pregnancy related spotting. Good luck! Sorry about the embies :-(

rosemary&thyme

((HUGS))

BOTB32010

maggie2324:

I don't think that is implantation spotting, but it could certainly be pregnancy related spotting. Good luck! Sorry about the embies :-(

This exactly. Don't give up hope yet. Many women spot and go on to have a healthy PG. 

kseav

I just want to let you know I started having brown spotting on day 9 as well. Told nurse and she said it doesn't happen too much but does occur and it could be because progesterone level is a little low. I spotted for about 3 days and had my beta today. It is a 28.5 which is low but still a positive right now. Fingers crossed!!

Snarling Fox

I'm so sorry about the embies. But I will keep my fingers crossed that the spotting stops and that your beta will bring great numbers! 

kmc84

I'm so sorry! Fingers crossed this bleeding is nothing!!!

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(((hugs)))

wille2b

im so sorry, i hope you get some good news with your beta! ((HUGS))

angela2004

I am so sorry about the embies. {{HUGS}}

 Hang in there I have known many women who spot for the first 3 months and have a health pregnancy. Don't lose hope!

chels38026

Thanks everyone for all the love and support.  Just one of the many reasons I love this board!

ukyankee

Sending sticky dust your way.  Sorry your embies didn't freeze, but hope that you don't need them.  Hugs!

marieinmonaco

Hi Chels! I'm sorry you are going through this! Run (from the Love Bugs) & I had some spotting/bleeding too. Yesterday at 8dp5dt I had a light AF flow (more than spotting). My RE is not concerned either & agreed to only move up my beta by 1 day to 10dp5dt (I begged them b/c usually they won't do one until 11dp5dt!). I have no idea what my bleeding was either but it's definitely depressing & frustrating having to wait to have answers! I hope Monday comes very fast for you!! Hugs!

 

chels38026

marieinmonaco:

Hi Chels! I'm sorry you are going through this! Run (from the Love Bugs) & I had some spotting/bleeding too. Yesterday at 8dp5dt I had a light AF flow (more than spotting). My RE is not concerned either & agreed to only move up my beta by 1 day to 10dp5dt (I begged them b/c usually they won't do one until 11dp5dt!). I have no idea what my bleeding was either but it's definitely depressing & frustrating having to wait to have answers! I hope Monday comes very fast for you!! Hugs!

 

Thanks so much Marie.  I definitely have heavier spotting today, but at least it hasn't completely turned into AF.  If I could just get a d@mn BFP on a HPT I would feel a little better!

marieinmonaco

chels38026:

marieinmonaco:

 

Thanks so much Marie.  I definitely have heavier spotting today, but at least it hasn't completely turned into AF.  If I could just get a d@mn BFP on a HPT I would feel a little better!

I will still keep my fingers crossed for you Chels! Sorry this process is do darn frustrating!