I feel like a selfish biotch.

I have a cold and feel like crap . I've slept a total of 3 hrs and I desperately need to rest. But my sweet lo won't be quiet or alone for more than 20 min. I usually interact with her talk to her smile etc but all Im doing now is trying to make her go to sleep so that I can. I feel terrible for doing it. I feel like I need to suck it up but Im so exhausted. Ok that's it just had to let it out...Thanks for letting me vent
Re: Im a bad mom :(
No you aren't. You are sick. Your little one will not remember this day no matter how much you don't talk to her. You are doing the best you can. Get rested up as much as you can
Happy Momma Happy baby
Macy was fully awake this morning after her 5am feeding and I just put her back in her bed and walked out of the room. She can be awake at ungodly hours on her own time. I got in bed, listened to her grunt and make noise for awhile, cry for about 45 seconds and then silence. You gotta do what you gotta do for your own sanity and health.