I am getting closer and closer to my scheduled date and I am really disappointed. I have gone early twice before and my c-sections were both emergencies. So for me the spinal was a relief to horrible labor pains. And I was do focused on my pain that I didn't have time to over think what was about to happen. I have been praying for this similar situation and to go into labor on my own (not for delusions of a VBAC, I know that won't happen) so I won't freak out about the delivery. It just seems backward to me to go in and undergo the surgery without the sense of urgency from labor. My anxiety is increasing by the minute. Does anyone else feel this way?