My name is Tammy. I am 15 weeks 5 days preggers. I have a 17yr old daughter and a soon to be 16 year old son. ugggg. I'm crazy. I will turn 38 a couple months before baby is born. I miscarried last year in Feb. And had many miscarriages before and after my kids. So here I am completely freaked out and anxious about everything. Thought it would get better after week 12, not so much! I have already done the first screening tests and all came back good. I head the baby's heartbeat on Fri. Woke up sat with a feeling of dread and now the feeling is just getting worse and worse....i''m going crazy with worry. I'm also on effexor, and have been reading wayyyy too much bad stuff. That is very much adding to the anxiety. My Ob also put me on ambien for sleep. So i guess at least I can sleep. I wish I could hear that little heartbeat to know its all still good. Sighhh. Anyhow, sorry for the rant. Just needed to get it out to someone. I'm sure i'm just being over paranoid. I look forward to "meeting" and getting to know you all. Here's to happy and healthy pregnancies.