I cancelled my meeting for later today because I didn't think I could be patient and listen to anyone else at all. I am so angry today. I wish that I could have just stayed in bed- no one should have to deal with me because I can barely keep from losing it over the smallest things. I talked on the phone with a friend last night and she told me how strong she thinks I am and how well I am handling it- I know she was trying to be helpful, but I wanted to say, "What other choice do I have?" It's not my choice to be strong.
Re: Having an angry day
Angry days. Would you think I was crazy if I told you I missed those days sometimes, lol. They gave me a reason to tell people off. Most days, I hold my tongue...I'm kind, cautious, and responsible. Truthfully though, I guess those days are equally as bad as sad days. I felt out of control and I hate that feeling.
*hugs*
In memory of Corbin Scott 10/28/11-12/3/11. Heaven got another angel the night you left this world behind Heaven got a little better the day it took you away from me Missing you tonight, see you again sometime For now I'll close my eyes and dream of heaven tonight I'll love you forever I'll like you for always Now and Forever My baby you'll be
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BFP #2 - Sylvie V. Q. born and died on 10.28.11 at 21w.
BFP #3 - Evie V. Q. Fetal demise @ 16w. DC 7.8.12
BFP #4 - Beatrix V. Q. Born 6.2.13 at 23w6d.
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