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Having an angry day

I cancelled my meeting for later today because I didn't think I could be patient and listen to anyone else at all.  I am so angry today. I wish that I could have just stayed in bed- no one should have to deal with me because I can barely keep from losing it over the smallest things.  I talked on the phone with a friend last night and she told me how strong she thinks I am and how well I am handling it- I know she was trying to be helpful, but I wanted to say, "What other choice do I have?"  It's not my choice to be strong.  
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Re: Having an angry day

  • I am so sorry you are having an angry day. I do think they happen often when we are in this situation I have angry days pretty often I tend to take them out on my family which isn't on purpose at all. But they happen. Hugs to you!!!
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  • Angry days.  Would you think I was crazy if I told you I missed those days sometimes, lol.  They gave me a reason to tell people off.  Most days, I hold my tongue...I'm kind, cautious, and responsible.  Truthfully though, I guess those days are equally as bad as sad days.  I felt out of control and I hate that feeling.

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  • Thanks for the support ladies. I am really trying not to take it out on anyone, since that would just make me feel worse.  It's nice to be able to post here where people understand. 
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  • I've been angry lately too.  I know people say things like "You're so strong" or like I heard this weekend "I'm surprised you're even out and about."  And I know they're trying to be nice but I'm like you.  I think "really?  what choice do we have?  Never leave the house?"  I catch myself getting angry and wanting to scream at people and tell them off for so many reasons.  I think it's just normal.  {{HUGS}}

     

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  • (((hugs)))  And you are right, we have no choice but to be strong even if we don't want to.  This world won't stop turning even one day for us......
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  • I totally get the angry days.  I've had a few lately.  I can picture myself picking up things and hurling them across the wall.  Luckily I just picture it rather than doing it.  :)
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  • I've been so angry lately. Usually I'm too reserved to go off on anybody though but sometimes I really want to.
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