Late Term and Child Loss

Weather

Sunny days really do hurt the most. I was driving home from seeing my parents with my windows down and music playing. That used to put me in a good mood. Now it's just sad. It made me cry. Days like today, beautiful days like today, just make me miss Jack even more. I see women jogging with strollers, couples walking their babies, and people playing with their kids. I will never have that with Jack. I'm so sad today...
TTC since November 2009. DH diagnosed with sperm antibodies. IUI #1 = BFN IUI #2 = BFN On the road to IVF.... Egg Retrieval Jan 21, 2011 16 eggs retrieved Egg transfer Jan 26, 2011 Only 2 viable eggs transferred. 1 IVF, 1 ICSI IVF #1 = BFP :-) 10/3/11 No heart beat at 38 weeks: Our baby Jack became an angel 12/14/11 = natural BFP Rainbow baby Samantha Jacklyn born8/8/12. Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers

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  • *huge squishy hugs*

    Oh, Lovey!  I remember this.  I remember being absolutely in love with Rainy Days because I felt the universe was finally there to soothe and match the darkness of the ache in my chest.  I still feel this way and I will always love rainy days.  But I have also come to love sunny days.  It took a very long time.  But now, the sun, the flowers, the warmth, the wind...I choose to see them as kisses from Logan.  I'm sorry you're sad today, sweetie.  I wish I was there to give you a big hug!

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  • Big hugs, I know just what you mean.  Rainy days feel like the world is crying with me... sunny days feel like I should be outside enjoying them with Peyton.
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  • Thank you, ladies. Big hugs!
    TTC since November 2009. DH diagnosed with sperm antibodies. IUI #1 = BFN IUI #2 = BFN On the road to IVF.... Egg Retrieval Jan 21, 2011 16 eggs retrieved Egg transfer Jan 26, 2011 Only 2 viable eggs transferred. 1 IVF, 1 ICSI IVF #1 = BFP :-) 10/3/11 No heart beat at 38 weeks: Our baby Jack became an angel 12/14/11 = natural BFP Rainbow baby Samantha Jacklyn born8/8/12. Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers
  • ((hugs))  When I would hate the sunny days I would try to change my thought process. I would and still think that it's Aidan shinning down on me.
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  • Huge hugs !! It's kind of the opposite for me. Rainy days make me cry and want to stay home all day and cry. Sunny days like today make me a little brighter.
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  • Big (((HUGS))) I like to think of DS playing in the sun and enjoying it as much as I try to.
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