Sunny days really do hurt the most. I was driving home from seeing my parents with my windows down and music playing. That used to put me in a good mood. Now it's just sad. It made me cry. Days like today, beautiful days like today, just make me miss Jack even more. I see women jogging with strollers, couples walking their babies, and people playing with their kids. I will never have that with Jack. I'm so sad today...
TTC since November 2009.
DH diagnosed with sperm antibodies.
IUI #1 = BFN
IUI #2 = BFN
On the road to IVF....
Egg Retrieval Jan 21, 2011
16 eggs retrieved
Egg transfer Jan 26, 2011
Only 2 viable eggs transferred.
1 IVF, 1 ICSI
IVF #1 = BFP :-)
10/3/11 No heart beat at 38 weeks:
Our baby Jack became an angel
12/14/11 = natural BFP
Rainbow baby Samantha Jacklyn born8/8/12.
Re: Weather
*huge squishy hugs*
Oh, Lovey! I remember this. I remember being absolutely in love with Rainy Days because I felt the universe was finally there to soothe and match the darkness of the ache in my chest. I still feel this way and I will always love rainy days. But I have also come to love sunny days. It took a very long time. But now, the sun, the flowers, the warmth, the wind...I choose to see them as kisses from Logan. I'm sorry you're sad today, sweetie. I wish I was there to give you a big hug!
Married the love of my life 7/11/09 - Our first baby, Peyton Mark, was born sleeping 10/25/11 at 33 weeks - Our second baby, BFP 2/4/12, welcome to the world Raylan! Holy Moly, BPF 2/4/14, please be safe and sound little one!
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BFP #2 - EDD 2/26/12 M/C 6/28/11 @ 5w2d
BFP #3 - EDD 4/7/12 M/C 8/2/11 @ 4w2d
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BFP #4 - EDD 12/09/12, Lucille arrived 11/26/12
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