so i guess i really needed a good cry. it was kind of a delayed reaction, but i think i really needed it. something inside of me just cracked last night (this morning?), and i just needed to cry. it still hurts, but i do feel a little better now.
so thanks to those of you who responded to my breakdown post. some really kind things were said. and thanks to those of you who read it and thought of me, and related. this board is really starting to help alot. there is such a great bunch of people on here. it means alot to me to be able to come on here and reach out and get support. so thanks.
Re: feel better - and thanks
Positive for HLA-B27, I'm a mutant
Testing - Me ok, gluten issue? DH - borderline count, low motility
4/28/11 IUI#1 = BFP!(5/25), EDD 2/2/12 - m/c 5w3d
7/3, 7/31, 9/25 - IUI#2-4=BFN
IVF#1 - 1 blast = BFP!! (12/30), EDD 9/9/12, confirmed c/p 4w2d
FET#1 3/2/12 - 2 blasts =BFP!! EDD 11/18/12, us#1 = twins! Confirmed m/c 5w6d
4/20-surprise BFP and another c/p 4w2d
FET#2 7/16/12 - 2 blasts = BFN
FET#3 8/20/12 - 1 blast - BFP!! Beta #1-2=177, 354
1st u/s 5w6d, one beautiful little HB
baby girl born 5/10/13
TTC#2 since 12/17/2014, Cycle 8
Repeat Testing...FSH=12, AMH=3.8, AFC=28.
IUI#5 5/10/15- c/p?
IVF#2 8/19/15 - cancelled due to cysts
IVF#2 take two 10/2015 - 5 blasts frozen
FET#4 12/11/2015 - BFN - 4 blasts remaining
FET#5 2/18/16 - BFP!!! Beta1-3, 126, 250, 745!!
Tons of love and ((hugs)) to my IF sister NMscubagirl
Jen,
Not sure what happened yesterday I haven't gotten that far in the posts but remember that you needed extra hugs, sorry I didn't get back on yesterday to offer them to you.
Even a little late ((HUGE HUGS)) to you hope you have a great Monday.