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IVF # 1 is a BFFN (almost)

MandaS08MandaS08 member
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Well, I moved up my beta to today, after spotting yesterday and it came back at a 5.2, so the RE is having me stop my progestrone supplements b/c its way to low to be viable.  At bascially 14 dpo it should be MUCH higher, and at 5.2 it is just BARELY positive.  I was totally expecting it to just be zero after the spotting yesterday, so that fact that it was positive at all really threw me for a loop-it almost made it worse.

We're going to try again, probably next month, but honestly I feel like I'm just moving foward b/c I don't know what else to do-not b/c i actually feel like anything will work.  I feel like such a failure b/c of my body-which just can't seem to get it right.

TTC since 5/2010
DX with Diminished Ovarian Reserve - AMH of 1.1 - 7/2011; AMH of .42 8/2012BFP 9/1/10-M/C confirmed 9/8/10-Methotrexate 10/6/10
IUI #1 (w/clomid)-9/5/11-BFN ; IUI #2 (w/clomid)-10/5/11 - BFP - 11/1/12-No sac seen; 11/2/11 and 11/9/11-Methotrexate 
IVF #1- ER 2/2; ET 2/5;-Two 8 cell embryos transfered = BFFN
Surprise BFP - 5/7/12
U/S on 6/8/12 - H/B at 128 BPM; U/S on 6/14/12 @ 9wks-No H/B-D&C on 6/17/12
IVF 2.0- ER 10/17; ET 10/20-One 12 cell, one 10 cell and one 8 cell embryo transfered
BFP!   11/16/12 U/S- Two nuggets with perfect heartbeats! EDD 7/10/13

 

5/31/2013- My miracles arrived at 34w2d!  Welcome to the world Harper and Nolan!Lilypie First Birthday tickers

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Re: IVF # 1 is a BFFN (almost)

  • delinodelino member
    I am so sorry.  I hope that the next one is it, but I'm really sorry that this one wasn't.
    3 ectopic pregnancies (EDD's 1/30/12-tube removed, 6/2/12-methotrexate and 10/2/12-methotrexate)
    IVF and Natural FET resulted in BFN's and a hole in our wallets
    Natural BFP #4 on 9/7/12 gave us our miracle on 5/18/13
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  • buckeyebaby814buckeyebaby814 member
    I'm so sorry.  Big ::HUGS::  Wishing you the best in moving forward!

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  • morkmork member
    *hugs*
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    Mama to 5 angel babies, 1 rainbow baby, and 2 more angel babies. 
    My beautiful Ella/ToT arrived 10/10/12. 
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  • bluebonnetmegbluebonnetmeg member
    I am so so sorry. ((hugs))
    BFP#1 12/18/10 EDD 8/28/11 | 2/14/11 discovered that our baby girl had anencephaly D&C 2/17/11 at 12.5 weeks | no O or AF post loss - Dx: AO + mild PCOS = secondary infertility Provera after 70 days = AF but no O | Provera + 50mg Clomid after 110 days = AF but no O 3 rounds of 100mg Clomid + Estrogen + Progesterone = mixed O results, all BFN hysteroscopy 1/6/12 - removed fibroid tissue injection cycle #1 - 75 IU follistim + ovidrel (triggered 2/9/12) + endometrin = BFP! EDD 11/3/12 | Beta @ 13dpo = 184, 17dpo = 993, 26dpo = >5000 IT'S TWIN BOYS!! Tommy and Charlie arrived on 9/10/12 after less than 6 hours of labor at 32 weeks Image and video hosting by TinyPic Image and video hosting by TinyPic Image and video hosting by TinyPic Lilypie Premature Baby tickers
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  • amidkiffamidkiff member
    ((Hugs)) We all understand our bodies not working properly, but please don't feel like a failure. It is of no fault of your own. I hope next month works out for you. 
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  • lavrillavril member
    I am so so sorry.

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    Trying to start our family since 2010
    BFP #1 11.4.10, EDD 7.12.11, HB 12/9/10, MMC 12/27/10; 11w6d
    BFP #2 9.12.12, EDD 5.24.13, Baby Boy Born 5.15.13!!
    My Ovulation Chart
    3 Clomid (100mg) cycles + TI + Trigger = BFN's, Femara + Trigger + IUI#1 = BFN
    Femara + Trigger + IUI#2 = BFP!
    "Strength does not come from physical capacity. It comes from an indomitable will." ~Gandhi
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  • millejj1millejj1 member

    I'm so sorry. I hope the net cycle is the one that sticks.

    Hugs

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  • butterfly843butterfly843

    ((hugs)) I'm sorry.

    Jenn

    image 3 IUI's all BFN

    IVF#1 BFN IVF#2 BFP, loss at 19 weeks FET#1 BFN IVF#3 BFP, m/c FET#2 BFN

    Missing our twins Zachary and Madison, lost at 19 weeks on 11/13/09, edd 4/9/10

    BFP 7/17/10, m/c 7/25/10, edd 3/25/11

    Ectopic, lost left tube 4/20/11, edd 12/6/11

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  • VikingQueenVikingQueen member
    I am so sorry sweetie.. ((hugs))
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  • CashewsMommyCashewsMommy member
    {{{hugs}}} I am so sorry hun!


    BFP#1 {Cashew} - 9.19.09 EDD 5.26.10
    The day you first lay in my arms, you made my life complete.
    Aurora Rose born sleeping at 35w on 4-21-10
     BFP#2 {Almond} - 2.1.11 EDD 10.12.11 C/P 2.11.11

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  • RizzaTsRizzaTs

    (((hugs)))

    I am so sorry.

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  • CaroleeCarolee member
    I'm so sorry.  I hate that you didn't have a different outcome.  Big (((HUGS))).
    Mom to Eliott Alexander, born sleeping at 37 weeks on 8/13/10. Most of us only dream of angels - I held one in my arms.
    BFP #2 - EDD 2/26/12 M/C 6/28/11 @ 5w2d
    BFP #3 - EDD 4/7/12 M/C 8/2/11 @ 4w2d
    Too beautiful for this earth
    BFP #4 - EDD 12/09/12, Lucille arrived 11/26/12
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  • LilMaggsLilMaggs member
    *massive hugs*
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