The Funeral is past and life continues.........

lpeter01

We were so blessed to have Family and close friends with us this past Saturday where we placed Thomas Bailey's Ashes with my Moms.  He is now napping with Nana.   She is so lucky!  God I miss my little man.  The sun was shining and it was an unseasonably warm 50 degree Michigan day. I feel so empty but so lucky to have been able to know him for such a short time.   My husband and I are so much closer now..  We can't get enough hugs in every day.  God I need that to last forever.  I really want to Thank everyone for thier kind words.  It really has helped these past 2 weeks reading your stories and knowing that I am truly not alone.  We are praying that God blesses us with another miracle ASAP.   I loved being pregnant and being a Mom and can't wait to do it again.  Even though I am terrified of what could happen. I am going to try to focus on the positve and know that in the end it is all worth it..  I hope to remain here with you and pray that we all get thru this and with time our hearts will continue to heal.   Good luck with those of you TTCAL.  I will be right here trying with you.....

johnnys june

*hugs*  The funeral sounds beautiful.  And I totally get what you mean about "hugs every day" and wanting it to last forever.  DH and I have been so much closer.  We had are really dark days separetly and as a couple, but we've come through it stronger and more in love as a couple.  A year later, DH still hugs me so differently, more tightly, I think, than he did before.  He's been my saving grace and my rock.

Good luck TTC.  It's a long, difficult, crazy journey.  But our rainbows will be worth it all.

magdalina.h

((hugs))

Gizu92708

Hugs. If there is one thing I can say is that unfortunately the loss of my son has brought dh and I so much closer. He was here for such a short time but like all the other babies on this board , he has changed the lives of many.

foxxy1

*hugs* I'm glad it was a beautiful service.

JessicaRobb

He is now napping with nana.

 

So sweet. I love his name. Thomas Bailey. 

Carolee

(((HUGS)))

nuttycoconut

This post was so sweet, especially "napping with nana." I feel like I could have written most of this post. It's so strange seeing thoughts that have gone through my head so often, written down by someone else. This board is amazing. I hope you get lots and lots of DH hugs and love. Those huge hugs are what got me through the first few weeks. My friend who had a loss told me that her angel baby taught her that "those who hurt more intensely, love more deeply" and it's so true. (More) big hugs to you.