Hello - new here

eroplane · January 2012

Hi. I have lurked here for a bit and felt it was time to say hello. I have tried to type out my babies story but haven't been able to submit it yet. Almost as if I don't post our story and don't get out of bed -it didn't happen.

I lost my twins (first pregnancy) after I delivered at 23 weeks 3 days. My son passed 2 days after and my daughter 6 days after. It was a traumatic delivery that no one expected followed by a short NICU stay.

I still can't believe it happened and just want to wake up from this nightmare. It has just been horrible. My husband and I have been so excited for our babies and they were just taken from us so quickly. Before my pregnancy I lurked on the TTC/IVF boards, then the pregnancy boards, then the multiples board and finally the high risk boards.

I can't begin to say how comforting just reading you guys posts has been. I didn't feel that I fit in at the miscarriage boards and others seemed too preachy (no offense meant - I just don't find that comforting). I am approaching 4 weeks post-partum and can't believe how fast it has gone. Waiting for my pregnancy milestones seemed to crawl by.

So I just wanted to say hi and thank you for helping me through this.

Petunia844 · January 2012

I'm so sorry to have to welcome you here. Whenever you find the ability to write their story we will all be here to "listen." I'm so glad that you've found comfort here and I hope we can help you heal. ((hugs))

fluttergirlmoonchild79 · January 2012

So sorry for your loss. Hate to have to welcome you to our group but know we're all here for you in any way you need it. Hugs!

Gizu92708 · January 2012

I'm sorry about your loss. I'm fairly new here as well. I'm almost 4 weeks PP as well and still can't believe what I'm going through. I'm glad the posts on here have been comforting and know that your not alone in this journey. We are all here for the same reason . There are a great group of girls ( including me)

that are willing to offer you all the support you may need right now. Take care.

mrssoprano · January 2012

Others have said it well. I'm so sorry to have to welcome you here, but I hope you find comfort and support.

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magdalina.h · January 2012

I'm so sorry for your losses. I'm glad that you feel safe posting here

dandywarhol · January 2012

I'm so sorry for your losses.

Like the others, I hate to have to welcome you or anyone to this board because of these circumstances. I hope you continue to find comfort and support from the wonderful women of this board.

johnnys june · January 2012

I am so sorry for the loss of your twins. Did you name them? *huge hugs* I hate that you have to be here, but welcome to the board. There are some amazing women here.

eroplane · January 2012

Thank you for the warm welcome. My babies names are William and Summer. Both came into this world fighting and we couldn't be more proud of them. We love them so much. I would give anything to hold them again. They were just too small with too much stacked against them. I didn't realize how powerful a parents love was until they were born.

I look forward to being a part of this board - I looked at several forums/boards before joining this one. You guys are so supportive of each other without being judgmental. I'm sorry that we are all here and I wish nothing but good things for all of us.

Heatherhah · January 2012

I am so sorry you lost your precious babies William and Summer. We are all here for you whenever you need support. You are not alone!! Huge Hugs!!!!

samakasrc · January 2012

I hate welcoming people here, but welcome. I'm so sorry for the loss of your twins... As you've probably noticed, the women here are amazing and SO supportive. My thoughts are with you, sending prayers of healing and peace your way.

pottermommy · January 2012

I am so sorry of the loss of William and Summer.

I am glad you have already found suport here and I hope you continue to. WHen you are ready do share we are here to hear.

LuckEinLuv · January 2012

As others have mentioned, I hate welcoming anyone here, but I am glad that you have found us. I am so sorry for the loss of William and Summer. Whenever you are ready to tell their story, we are here. This is the most wonderful group of ladies that I have ever "met". Please know that we are here to cry with you when you are down and rejoice with you when you do something that you never thought you could. {{HUGS}}

JessicaRobb · January 2012

"I didnt realize how powerful a parents love was until they were born."

I love this- So true.

I am so sorry

nuttycoconut · January 2012

I'm so very sorry you had to say goodbye to your beautiful twins William and Summer.

drvst8 · January 2012

I am so sorry for the loss of your twin William and Summer. I'm sorry you have to be here but I hope you can find the support you need.

krysiahamaty · January 2012

I am so sorry for your losses. I hate to welcome you here but we are here for you. The ladies here are amazing.

mdluv21 · January 2012

I am so sorry for the loss of your precious twins. huge ((hugs))

MommaDanda · January 2012

I am so sorry for your loss, I am new here too. I am again so sorry for your loss, its not easy thats for sure. If you need to talk I am here.

Auki13 · January 2012

I am so sorry for your losses of Willow and Summer (I love the names, they make me smile). As others have said, when you feel up to it we would love to hear all about your little munchkins. Please feel free to share as little or as much as you want. We are here to listen and be here for you. (((HUGE HUGS)))

Mjmksb04 · January 2012

I am sorry for the loss of your twins. Welcome.

frogs007 · January 2012

I'm so sorry that you had to join us, but I hope you find this group helpful. The women on this board are incredibly supportive. I've found strength just reading what others post and when I've posted I've always felt the support and love of these women. Hugs.

Kris721 · January 2012

Welcome to the board. It's a great place for support. I love the names William and Summer.

Bread09 · January 2012

I am so sorry to welcome you here and and very sorry for your losses. I too lurked/posted on many different boards and never thought that I would be posting here. The ladies on this board are amazing.