I can't even tell you how many times this has happened to me:
I wake up and have a mental freak out moment when I think that I have DS in bed with me (we do not and will not bed share) and that I am holding him but he is suffocating under the covers. Then I sit and think, "what am I doing holding him in bed with me...was I nursing him? Is he crying?" and a million different scenarios go through my mind before I realize that, no, I am not holding him. He is asleep in his room and I need to stop freaking out.
It is really starting to bother me! I had it a lot more a few weeks pp, with those lovely night sweats. Now it is coming back and I hate this dream!
Anyone else having weird hormonal pp dreams?
Re: Sleep Deprived Dreams
I have recurring dreams that I have been out and about all day and totally forgot about LO. Sometimes in my dream I remember "OMG I left him at home", or in the car, or something like that. Then I think he's probably starving because I haven't fed him all day. Not fun dreams.
Holy shiznit I have this exact same freakout. I don't have it near as often now that DS is sleeping longer stretches at night, but when he was a NB and up all the time I constantly had this melt down. It's really scary for a minute until reality sets back in. I normally wake up SO frantically patting the comforter to make sure LO isn't in bed with us. Sooooo freaky....que scary music ---
I've had the just-suffocated-my-baby dream, and always wake up tearing off the sheets and blankets to find him, although he has never slept with us and I don't feed him in our bed. They have stopped about three weeks after birth and I haven't had them back, thankfully. I just have other random dreams now but almost never about my LO.