Beyond Grieving

jonesdouglas

I was told yesterday during my ultrasound that my baby has no heartbeat. This was our 1st baby. I am heartbroken. 

After reading this board I feel like...I shouldnt hurt so bad. Theres women on here that carried their babies WAY longer than I did. I feel like I loved my baby too much (I know it sounds weird) to have only been 9 weeks.

I have so many mixed emotions. I feel like I wont heal until after I have my D&C, because I still have most of my pregnancy symptoms 

Im scared to try for another baby.

Thanks for listening to me ramble. 

JessicaRobb

Many of us are scared to try again. Felix was my first too.

 

I am sorry for your loss. 

LoveOfMikesLife

You are allowed to hurt and be sad. The MC/PL board will have people that can relate better with you. This is mostly late and infant loss. I am really sorry for your loss. I hope you "heal" quickly and are able to try again soon.

jonesdouglas

LoveOfMikesLife:

You are allowed to hurt and be sad. The MC/PL board will have people that can relate better with you. This is mostly late and infant loss. I am really sorry for your loss. I hope you "heal" quickly and are able to try again soon.

Good to know.

Thank you. 

LoveOfMikesLife

I really hope that didn't come across as "get off this board" that is truely not how it was intended. I just want you to be able to get support from people that have gone through what you are. Also TTCAL is very helpful as well for when you are ready to try again. And again I'm so sorry you are dealing with this (( hugs ))

Carolee

I'm so sorry for your loss.  Losing a child hurts, regardless of when it happens.