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**Beebee**

Mayan2011Mayan2011 member
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How is the 2ww treating you?  I have been thinking about you a lot lately.  I really hope this is it for you!
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  • BeeBee08BeeBee08 member

    Thanks Mayan.  The 2ww was going very well until today.  It feels like I have hit the wall of negativity and I am having a hard time keeping myself together.  Going into this I new that I had a 50/50 shot but today the reality of it failing hit me.  In a few days I could be one step closer to never being a mother.  So....totally sorry for being such a downer!!!  Good news is that the progesterone seems to be my friend this time around.  All it gave me are some big boobs instead of raging fits of crazy!

    I'm glad to see you around again!  And I'm sooo excited to follow you on PAIF.  How have you been feeling?

     
    me 33/DH 36
    ttc since 10/2008; d/x: mild MFI, stageII endo
    ~~PAIF/SAIF Welcome~~
    11 IUI’s = 1 m/c (7w4d)
    IVF#1 January 2012 BFN, FET #1 April 2012 BFN
    Surprise BFP October 2012 m/c (7w), Surprise BFP April 2013 m/c (6w4d)
    IVF #2: July 2013, ET 1 embryo 7/18, beta 1 @ 14dp3dt - 757, beta 2 @ 16dp3dt - 1762
    U/S 1 @ 6w4d = 1 little frogger with HB of 118, U/S 2 @ 7w3d measuring right on track with HB of 160
    Stick Frogger Stick! Please!!!!!!!!!!!!!   It's a Girl, EDD April 7, 2014

    BabyFruit Ticker

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  • Mayan2011Mayan2011 member

    The 2ww is a crazy time.  The emotional ups and downs suck balls!  I really hope that in a few days you are one step closer to being a mother.  You put back some great embies and I really hope that at least one of them decides to stick around for the long haul!

    I am feeling OK.  The slight reassurance that I was feeling yesterday following my 2nd u/s has subsided a bit, and I am once again fairly anxious about everything.  I don't think I will really relax and believe it is real until they are in my arms screaming their little faces off.

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  • BeeBee08BeeBee08 member
    Thank you for putting a smile on my face!  Imagining two little peanuts screaming at the top of their lungs and you sitting gleefully smiling at them is awesome!  To any fertile person, that thought would send them running for their BCP, but not us!  I have to say that the end the 2ww has been the worst part of the whole process.  I can't wait for it to be over. Thank you for the encouragement!

     
    me 33/DH 36
    ttc since 10/2008; d/x: mild MFI, stageII endo
    ~~PAIF/SAIF Welcome~~
    11 IUI’s = 1 m/c (7w4d)
    IVF#1 January 2012 BFN, FET #1 April 2012 BFN
    Surprise BFP October 2012 m/c (7w), Surprise BFP April 2013 m/c (6w4d)
    IVF #2: July 2013, ET 1 embryo 7/18, beta 1 @ 14dp3dt - 757, beta 2 @ 16dp3dt - 1762
    U/S 1 @ 6w4d = 1 little frogger with HB of 118, U/S 2 @ 7w3d measuring right on track with HB of 160
    Stick Frogger Stick! Please!!!!!!!!!!!!!   It's a Girl, EDD April 7, 2014

    BabyFruit Ticker

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  • Delta04Delta04 member

    I just wanted to send a hug to Bee - hang in there girl.  ::hugs:::

    ...and wave hi to Mayan - glad to see you back mama!   :::me waving::: 

    TTC since 3/07. IVF#1 = canceled. IVF#2 = 0% fertilization. IVF#3 = BFN. IVF#4 = c/p.  
    Moving forward with Adoption 2017!
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  • Ann679Ann679 member

    ::butting in::

    Been thinking about you, Bee!  I really hope this your cycle.  The 2WW is pure torture for everyone.  I hope the next few days pass by quickly and you have a fantastic beta!

    Mayan- It's great to see you back!  Congrats on the twins!

    ::butting out::

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