DH is making my head spin..

BeckyP005

 DH and I haven't really been talking past week or so because I've been upset and moody. Well I came home the other night and told him I was going to see a therapist the next day. He said ok then I asked why hasn't he said anything to me. He didnt want to knowing nothing he said would make me feel better.

THEN he goes...well I want to read the DE packet. WTH? He goes well I never really said no to the idea. I'm like yes you did! So we talked and still didn't get anywhere. I saw the therapist and she made some points like...do you have the $ to do this? No. Do you have childless friends? Only 1 couple. Do you know that when he/she is 10 you will be 55? Yes thanks for reminding me that I'm old. Ugh. Not everyone has kids. Yes I know but I've always wanted to be a mom.

Maybe her points are a sign. I know I'm rambling. Just when I thought I had to move on DH brings this up again. Pretty sure he will change his mind. Sigh...

brookelynpaisley

((Hugs)) I'm sorry. I think it's wonderful you're doing.therapy. hang in there, work together.

hollymichael

So frustrating. The back and forth on what to do and when to stop drove me crazy. When we decided to stop treatments, one of the positives for me was that I could put all my energies toward moving forward, instead of that constant decision making. Ugh.

BeckyP005

Tell me about it Holly Hopefully this weekend we actually make a decision. Probably not the one I want.