hormonally induced pity party

fyrefairie

DH is at the firestation all night, happy new year's!  :-( Moreover, the hormones have me fixated on how giniormous I suddenly realized I am and seem to have highlighted my cellulite.  I've gained 40 lbs already and although everyone keeps telling me how small i still look i'm suddenly convinced i'll be huge forever.  damned hormones

Eleni&Josh

I'm totally with you on the hormones thing.  I've kept mine in check up until yesterday, but now I just start crying for no reason and feel very fat.  Before, I loved my pregnant body.  I hope the sudden weepiness means that LO will come soon.  Hooray for a hormonal New Years.  I hope you feel better.

Lisa9926

Aww, hang in there! Just think this time next year you'll be wrangling a baby crawling all over the house! Everyone gains weight differently and some more than others. It'll all be over soon!

Bonidiebabe

Aww ((hugs))!  Try to be positive. It stinks your man can't be with you tonight but the new year will bring so much joy. 

fyrefairie

thanks, gals.  clearly I am having a hormonal day...i don't think it helps that i didn't sleep much at all last night.  Took a warm bath and feeling slightly better...may do my nails and see if that perks me up

bpwife&mama

My hubby is a border patrol agent and he is working tonight too.  I decided to nest to try and cheer me up and it didn't.  I have gained around 40 pounds too and feel like a moose.  Sigh.  Hang in there.

fyrefairie

yeah i've been nesting all day too, my friend at work who is a few weeks ahead of me just had her son.  SO exciting and yet just makes me more anxious...plus i really enojoyed having a pregnancy buddy!  I'm feeling alittle better but I think I've just hit a phase ofrestlessness