TTC After a Loss

Returning...

I never thought I would post here again, so soon...but here I am.

Some of you may remember me, others might not. I'll introduce myself. I'm foxxy1 (Crys) and how I came up with that screen name is well, look at me. (smile!)

I suffered a miscarriage back in April and recently lost my son, Ethan, at 22w just a couple weeks ago. To say 2011 was a difficult year for me and DH is a gross understatement. But we're committed to our marriage and hopefully one day, we'll be parents when God wants us to be.

We're not trying yet for obvious reasons but I wanted introduce myself on the board to get reacquainted and familiar with you wonderful ladies. We're on a TTA schedule until at least next April and then we'll see what happens from there.

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  • My heart breaks for you, I hope you find peace very soon.

    2011 has been brutal.

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  • I remember you hon.  I am so very sorry for the loss of your son.  Big ::HUGS::

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  • I am so sorry for your loss.  I am glad to hear that you and your DH are supporting each other and trying to stay positive.
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    TTC since 11/09; 5/11: lap (endometriosis-cleared), HSG (high pressure in tubes- cleared) and Hystoscopy (endocervical polyp - removed)

    8/5/11: BFP; 11/14/11: no heartbeat on US; 11/16/11: delivered my angel baby, 19w1d; 12/15/11: D&C

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  • Oh honey!  I am so sorry for your losses.  I hate seeing people come back!  Welcome back to the board, and lots of ((hugs)) and T&P coming your way!

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    BFP#1 10/24/11 ~ EDD 6/29/12 ~ Natural m/c 11/2/11
    BFP#2 2/3/12 ~ Alice born 9/26/12


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  • I'm so sorry that you have to be back here. I saw your story about sweet Ethan on PGAL and you and your family have been in my prayers. (((big hugs)))
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  • I am so very sorry for both of your losses. It certainly sounds like you've had a difficult year but I'm so glad you are able to stay positive about it and you have a wonderful DH to support you. I really hope that you have your take home baby in your arms soon.
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    BFP #1 ~ EDD 5.20.2012 ~ MC 10.1.2011
    BFP #2 ~ EDD 11.15.2012 ~ CP 3.7.2012
    BFP #3 ~ DS born 12.03.2012

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  • I am so sorry for your loss of Ethan. ((HUGS))
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  • I'm so very sorry for your losses, especially for your sweet Ethan. I'm sending you lots of ((hugs)) and T&P's. My heart breaks for you!
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  • I am so sorry for the loss of your jellybean and your son Ethan. I certainly hope that 2012 is kinder to you. ((hugs)) Welcome back.
    BFP#1 12/18/10 EDD 8/28/11 | 2/14/11 discovered that our baby girl had anencephaly D&C 2/17/11 at 12.5 weeks | no O or AF post loss - Dx: AO + mild PCOS = secondary infertility Provera after 70 days = AF but no O | Provera + 50mg Clomid after 110 days = AF but no O 3 rounds of 100mg Clomid + Estrogen + Progesterone = mixed O results, all BFN hysteroscopy 1/6/12 - removed fibroid tissue injection cycle #1 - 75 IU follistim + ovidrel (triggered 2/9/12) + endometrin = BFP! EDD 11/3/12 | Beta @ 13dpo = 184, 17dpo = 993, 26dpo = >5000 IT'S TWIN BOYS!! Tommy and Charlie arrived on 9/10/12 after less than 6 hours of labor at 32 weeks Image and video hosting by TinyPic Image and video hosting by TinyPic Image and video hosting by TinyPic Lilypie Premature Baby tickers
  • ((HUGE HUGS!!!)) I am so so so so SO sorry you are back here.  I am new here myself, but it breaks my heart to see you back.  I used to see you on PgAL when I lurked.  I hope whenever you are ready to TTC, it happens quickly and you get your take home baby!

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    BFP #1: 8/2011 ** EDD:  5/9/2012 **  Missed m/c discovered at 13 weeks

    BFP #2: 4/4/2012 ** EDD:  12/24/12 ** Born: Charlotte "Charlie" Olivia   12/18/2013, 8 lbs 1 oz, 21 inches!!!  


  • So, so sorry you have to come back here hon.  Many T&Ps headed your way.

    Me (28): fine, DH (28): MFI
    Married 6/21/09
    Off BCP and TTC 4/17/11
    BFP #1 (ended in CP) 7/15/11
    Varicocelectomy surgery 9/4/12 - T improved to normal, but still low count

    Current Status: Pursuing Jan '15 IVF w/ ICSI
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  • So sorry about the loss of dear Ethan.  Hugs!
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  • I am so very sorry that you have to come back here!

    I sincerely hope that 2012 will be a much better year for you!

  • I am so glad to see you re-intro ! Sadly, welcome... You already know how sorry I am for your loss!
  • Oh, my gosh, I am SO sorry for your loss. (((((BIG HUGS))))) I hope your body recovers quickly and that you go on to have a very healthy, happy pregnancy next time around. Sticky baby for you in 2012!!

    Welcome back to the board. I'm always around for hugs.

  • I'm so sorry for your losses! ((hugs)) I remember you. We both came on here the same time in April. :(
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  • Oh no. Foxxy, I am so so sorry.

    BFP #1- 11/7/10 ~EDD 7/20/11 ~M/C (bo) 12/6/10 @ 8wks ~Missing my Little Firework

    BFP #2- 9/11/11 ~EDD 5/25/12 ~M/C (mmc10w)11/4/11 @ 11wks ~Missing my May Flower

    BFP #3- 02/21/12 ~EDD 11/1/12  Audrey Lee Born 11/4/2012

    BFP #4 ~EDD 6/20/14 stick baby stick!

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  • I am very sorry for the loss of your son Ethan.  It's heartbreaking that you have to come back here.  No one should have to suffer multiple losses.  (((Big Hugs))) to you and your family. 
  • Foxxy I am so, so, SO, sorry for the loss of your sweet Ethan.  It is nice to "meet" you, but I am so sorry it is under these circumstances.  Many thoughts and prayers that 2012 is a wonderful year for you and your husband.  I will say a prayer for Ethan, if that is okay.
    BFP #1: 3/28/09: DD born 12/11/09
    BFP #2: 11/16/11: M/C at 7 weeks
    BFP #3: 03/24/12: C/P 03/28/12
    BFP #4: 04/26/12: please be our baby
  • (((hugs))) I'm so sorry you are back here.

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    Missing our twins Zachary and Madison, lost at 19 weeks on 11/13/09, edd 4/9/10

    BFP 7/17/10, m/c 7/25/10, edd 3/25/11

    Ectopic, lost left tube 4/20/11, edd 12/6/11

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  • I am so sorry. I applaud your strength and hope. Love that. ((hugs))

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  • I'm so, so sorry for your loss. I pray that you feel comfort and peace. 
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  • My heart goes out to you and your family.  I am so sorry for your losses.  You are very welcome here.  Ts & Ps & huge ((HUGS)) coming your way.
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    BFP#2 - 04/01/12, EDD 12/12/12, Arrived 12/4/12!!
    BFP#3 - 12/31/13, EDD 09/10/14 - Grow baby, grow!

  • I am so sorry for your losses, I remember you! I hope you find all the love and comfort in the world that you need here :)
    (USE TO BE, WISH2BEMOMMY). 1st BFP ever Aug. 16, 2010.... 1st OB appt. Sept. 8, 2010, u/s showed poss. blighted ovum.... b/w 9/8/10 22,698 b/w 9/10/10 14,521.... mmc confirmed, started naturally m/c 9/15/10, d & c 9/16/10 I love you my precious monkey!! 2nd BFP March 2011.... c/p, miss you lil one!! 3rd BFP Nov. 20, 2011, subcornial hemorrhage detected 11/24/11 heartbeat found.... LO's heartbeat lost 11/25/11.... d & c 11/26/11..... I love and miss you so much baby!!!! C/P 4/26/12.... gone before I knew you.... off BCP 10-1-13.. BFP 11-20-13.. SCH for 7 weeks.. 3-4-14: It's a Girl!.. 4-22-12 emergency cerclage placed..7-7-14 cerclage removed at 36w.. delivered Lillian Marie 7-28-14..
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  • I am so sorry for your loss!! May 2012 bring you lots of joys and happiness! We are all here to support you!
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  • I am so sorry you have to come back here. Here's to a better year!
    It was a rough road, but Arlo Daniel was born April 1, 2013—and our second rainbow is due October 12, 2014.
  • I'm so sorry for your loss of your sweet boy!

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  • I'm so so sorry for your losses foxxy.  ((HUGE HUGS))  You're more than welcome back here.
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  • I am so sorry for your loss and that you have to be back here.  Big Hugs to you!
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  • *big hugs*  I'm so sorry for your loss.
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    BFP #1 8/21/11 - EDD 5/1/12 - M/C 9/25/11 ♥ BFP #2 11/17/11 - EDD 8/1/12 - C/P 11/20/11
    DH (37) SA = mediocre  Me (31) Low AMH/DOR, Septate Uterus (repaired via Hysteroscopy)
    IUI 1-3 = 3 BFNs ♥ IVF 11/12 = BFFN :( ♥ IUI 4 + Injects 1/13 = BFN :(IUI 5 + Injects = cancelled due to cyst
    BFP #3 - 3/9/13 ♥ EDD 11/21/13 Break cycle miracle! ♥ Stick baby, stick!!  IT'S A GIRL!
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  • I am so sorry for your losses.

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    BFP #2 9.12.12, EDD 5.24.13, Baby Boy Born 5.15.13!!
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  • My heart breaks just reading this post. I am so very sorry for your losses, especially your little Ethan. I applaud your strength and hope that you find peace and happiness.
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  • I remember you, and I am so so very sorry for your loss.  Many ((((Hugs)))).
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  • I'm so sorry for the loss of your precious Ethan! Lots of((big hugs)) to you!! Welcome! 
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  • I remember you from TTGP. I'm so sorry for your loss and the crappy year 2011 has been. You and your family will be in my thoughts.
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  • I am so, so sorry for your losses.  I was a lurker on TTGP when you got your first bfp and was so glad to see when you got your second.  My heart breaks for you and your husband.  Thinking of you   ((hugs))

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  • I am so sorry for your the loss of your little ones.

     

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  • I'm so very sorry for your losses.  My heart breaks for you.  Sending you big, warm hugs!
  • Hi Foxxy, I am so, so sorry for your losses. ((huge, warm hugs))
    TTC #1 since January 2011
    BFP#1 April 12, 2011, EDD December 24, 2011, strong heart beat at 7w3d, d&c at 10w6d
    BFP#2 Oct 24, 2011, natural miscarriage, EDD unknown
    After RPL testing my losses and subsequent infertility are considered unexplained.
    Cycle #22: Femara, TI, and progesterone = BFP!! 
    BFP#3 Dec 21, 2012. Beta #1 @14dpo = 134, progesterone 67.8. Beta #2 @ 17dpo = 664! Team green, EDD 9/1/13, healthy baby boy born 9/12/13!
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  • Thank you everyone for your wonderful love and support. TTCAL ladies are truly the best!

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