Thank you so much for your reply. It does feel exactly like mourning a loss. Everyone keeps telling me it doesnt matter as long as the baby is healthy but I can not help these feelings. Hormones I am sure dont help the situation.
TTC#1 for 19 months with PCOS and MFI IUI#3 + injectables = BFP!!!! Beta#1-134(13dpiui) Beta #2-392(15dpiui) #1 born December 2011
TTC#2 - Beta #1 -51@10dpo Beta#2 -1353 @16dpo #2 born May 2013
TTC # 3 June 2014 BFP 12-1-14
#3 born August 2015 #4!!!!!!! due June 2017
No problem, I totally get it. I still get teary when I think about what "happened" to me. Of course we are happy our babies are ok but that doesn't mean we can't be sad.
b/w=FSH 15.6, AMH 0.4 surprise natural BFP on 3/12/11 DS born via unplanned C-section at 40w6d
Re: ~jb2rn~
DS born via unplanned C-section at 40w6d