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I hate today!

LoveOfMikesLifeLoveOfMikesLife member
in Late Term and Child Loss

I couldn't sleep last night, I just kept having extremely vivid dreams(memories) of the first time I saw Addison :( And how I would give anything for her to be here right now.

And now this morning I just keep thinking how I was 16w last Christmas and she got more presents last year than she'll ever get again.

I'm tryin to be strong but I want my baby so badly. I can't seem to stop crying. This really sucks

I hope all of you are having a MUCH better holiday weekend than I am. And thanks for listening.

(( big hugs)) to anyone that might need them today

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  • krysiahamatykrysiahamaty

    Huge hugs today. I'm having a really rough day today too. I can't wait for it to be over.  

    TTC since November 2009. DH diagnosed with sperm antibodies. IUI #1 = BFN IUI #2 = BFN On the road to IVF.... Egg Retrieval Jan 21, 2011 16 eggs retrieved Egg transfer Jan 26, 2011 Only 2 viable eggs transferred. 1 IVF, 1 ICSI IVF #1 = BFP :-) 10/3/11 No heart beat at 38 weeks: Our baby Jack became an angel 12/14/11 = natural BFP Rainbow baby Samantha Jacklyn born8/8/12. Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers
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  • krissywavekrissywave member
    Hugs to you as well.  I feel ya on how hard today is!
    April 10 IUI BFN Sept 10 IUI BRN Feb 11 IVF hoping for a BFP! Feb 27 ER 28 eggs Mar 4 8 health eggs, 2 ET Mar 17 - Beta 180!! BFP!!! Mar 21 - Beta 1295!! holy cow what a jump Coming soon 1st Sono March 30!!! Crossing fingers for healthy stick bean(s) Mar 29 miscarry :( 6w 3d 2nd IVF July 2011 BFP July 2011 M/C 11/11/11 hate to say good bye again! Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers 3rd IVF 4/3/12 ER 46 eggs (holly cow batman) 40 mature, 36 fertilized 4/8/12 ET 2 AB put back 4/10/12 15 make it to FREEZE 4/22/12 Beta BFN 1st FET 6/7/12 Day we are going to put back 2. 6/21/12 BFP 1285 6/25/12 4780 I hope this time they stick!! Deaglan William welcome. My rainbow is finally here February 7, 2013
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  • Bread09Bread09 member
    Huge Hugs to you--and to everyone on this board today.  I'm also having a hard time to day.  This totally sucks.
    TTC #1 since 4/09
    2/21/11: IVF #1 Begins and results in TWINS!
    11/4/11: The twins are born at 36w4d!
    11/5/11: We said goodbye to our sweet baby girl as she was born with multiple complications and a severe heart defect, Hypoplastic Left Heart Syndrome.
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  • mrssopranomrssoprano member
    Huge ((hugs)).
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    Mother to DD, born sleeping on 9/28/11, and DS, born 3/12/13, 5lbs 13oz, 19in
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  • hewinkedhewinked
    Hugs to you all ladies.  I'm also having a rough day.  I can't wait for it and the next few weeks to be over.
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  • AmyG2bAmyG2b member
    Hugs to all. I was having a surprisingly great day until my mil got a family phone call...which ended with her shrieking at the exciting news of a new baby for a relative. Pleasant. 
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  • drvst8drvst8 member
    Hugs...I agree though today totally sucked.
    Logan Gregory born sleeping 9/29/2011 @ 40wks 2days Forever in our hearts Lilypie - Personal pictureLilypie Angel and Memorial tickers
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  • foxxy1foxxy1 member

    Yeah, today was rough for me. I logged in on FB for the first time since Ethan's memorial and another friend announced her pregnancy. I quickly realized I won't be on FB for a long while. 

    I know Ethan is in a much better place but I just wished the pain I feel didn't suck so bad. It's almost unbearable at times.  

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  • johnnys junejohnnys june member

    *hugs*  I had a very very ugly meltdown cry this morning.....the tears came back when we visited Logan's grave.  I had to tell my baby "Merry Christmas" while looking at the dirt!  It sucks.

    Merry Christmas to you all!  You are incredible women and I wish that none of us had to endure such pain.  This year is almost over! 

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  • butterfly843butterfly843
    Sending lots of hugs your way.

    Jenn

    image 3 IUI's all BFN

    IVF#1 BFN IVF#2 BFP, loss at 19 weeks FET#1 BFN IVF#3 BFP, m/c FET#2 BFN

    Missing our twins Zachary and Madison, lost at 19 weeks on 11/13/09, edd 4/9/10

    BFP 7/17/10, m/c 7/25/10, edd 3/25/11

    Ectopic, lost left tube 4/20/11, edd 12/6/11

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