Not ready to fight again

litlecowgirl · December 2011

On November 2, 2008 my little Emma was born sleeping and went to be with her Daddy in Heaven. There is not a day that goes by without them in my heart.

It has taken me some time to be prepared to TTC again but finally said yes in February of this year. Yesterday, I had a doctor's appointment to discuss what has been going on, draw blood work, and make some adjustments on medication. I got a phone call today from my doctor letting me know things do not look good. My thyroid level is extremely to low so if I do get the BFP on Satruday I will most likely miscarry immediately. He suggested I take it very easy and do my best to stay positive until we can get more testing and u/s done. I am so not ready for this.

I am really at a loss for even what to say or think. I don't have any friends or family who has ever had difficulty in their pregnancies. I don't know even who to talk to and thought I could share here.

pottermommy · December 2011

I am so sorry for your losses. I hope that your dr. is able to find out what is going on so you can TTC safely and successfully. Try to remember that even with low levels a MC is not inevitable and isn't certain.

If you do get a bfp PGAL is a great site to check out, if you continue TTC well TCAL is another good spot the ladies are all so helpful and understanding.

You have found three great boards for your journey, I am so sorry you are on it, but we are here with you. T's and P's for a better appointment comming up I hope everything turns around/