Our furnace and hot water heater STILL weren't completed as of yesterday. Today is day 5 of installation. It looks great and everything is in so today should just be getting the system up and running. I should be able to take a shower at my own house tonight for the first time in a month!
I scheduled my RE Appt. , annual pap and dental surgery in the same day. What was I thinking? Then as I'm sitting here waiting for my dentist appt time in the car I get mooned by some big old guy who was losing his pants and didn't appear to care. Beta was 0, I've gained too much weight and now I have to go get a tooth pulled that's impacted. I'm done with today!
TTC since 6/2003. m/c 9/14/03 8 weeks, 5 chemical pregnancies, mmc 6/04 12 weeks, Michael born sleeping 5/25/05 at 22weeks always our angel, fought ovarian cancer and won, m/c 4/06 5.2 weeks and 7/07 6.6 weeks,Our Miracle baby girl born 4/8/10,mc 12/18/11 at 5.3 weeks, BFP 10/26/12 dating u/s on 11/8/12 showing a strong heartbeat!EDD July 4,2013. RCS on 6/27. Baby boy in NICU for 8 long and scary days before he was able to come home. We are now a happy family of 4
I was in a super p!ssy mood last night and now I feel bad about it. I was cranky because I felt like DH was being all judgy. He was asking things like, "Does Charlotte watch too much tv?" and "Did she spit up again?" and "Wow that is a big bowl of ice cream you've got there." And normally none of these things really bother me, but by the time he made the ice cream comment, I was ready to kill him with the laser beam of hate shooting out of my eyes. And then he doesn't even mean it in a judgy way, so I feel extra bad because it really is just me being cranky and getting annoyed.
I dropped my phone in the bathtub last night as it was filling. I did the rice trick and it will turn on but you can't do anything on it and then it turns off, so I'm pretty sure it's not coming back to life. Our phones aren't up for renewal until March. Luckily I have a friend who we borrowed a phone from a while ago and I can use that but I'm still annoyed about it. I also hate how dependent I am on the stupid thing!
DH and I ALWAYS try to lose weight together before vacations or special events. We have a trip to Mexico in March, we're both in his sister's wedding in July- he's the Best Man and then a cruise this September. This time he's not getting "on board". He says he just doesn't care anymore.
When we were at Target getting stuff for J's stocking he threw pop tars and bags of holiday mini snickers/mini kit kats in the cart for himself. It's hard enough for me to have willpower without the candy in the house but this is just setting me up for failure. He'll just wear baggy trunks with a t-shirt on vacations- no big deal, he just doesn't get what it's like to be a woman.
DH is out of town again so B didn't sleep last night. I was fortunate that she did fall asleep around 8:30 but only because she didn't take a nap and not without about an hour of crying, whining, biting, and just being generally troublesome. But then she woke up at 3am wide awake for the rest of the night whining for her Daddy. She crashed at 9am, but of course Ty was up, but now she isn't going to nap this afternoon. Instead she is just being mean and miserable. I know she is crushing crackers and playing with water cups in the kitchen just out of my sight right now, but I don't have the energy or drive to get up and stop her at the moment. I know it is going to be at least an hour long battle, huge mess, and this is the only quiet moment I have had all day. I will get her when I hear her get more water.
Today all of my whining seems silly. My best friend is currently getting a mammogram (at 32) because she found a lump, and her mom has had breast cancer (so her odds are doubled or something). Hoping it's a cyst, or something small like that. Meh.
Besides that, even though it seems trivial now.. I'm not wanting all the snow we're supposed to get overnight!
Time is getting away from me- I'm trying to finish all my xmas shopping so I can focus on L's bday party- but there are only so many hours in the day and I'm so fricken tired...
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A has been going through a "wakeful" period for about the past month and a half. In the middle of the night, he just starts playing (singing, rolling, etc..), and usually he is up for the day between 4:30 and 5:30.... He slept 10-11 hours from 8 weeks old until 5 months old, so I am not sure what changed. We have tried a bunch of different things (way we dress him, etc) and nothing has worked. He is napping well now though, so I do not want to complain too much, but he is still in our room (I would rather have him keep us up, rather than wake E up). He has started creeping and getting up on all fours rocking, so I do not know if it the new skill wakeful stuff, but I wish that he would just sleep.....Luckily he goes down super easy.....
I'm still annoyed with DH. And it sucks because usually if something bothers me, I forget about it or get over it within a few hours to a day. I guess it is one area that my sucky memory is good for haha. I feel like a roomate instead of his wife. I know he is against sex while I'm pregnant, but it is literally nothing. Not even like a hug or throwing an arm over me. And he says it has even more to do with him being unhappy with his weighing more than he wants. But this still doesn't make me feel better. And it is only worse now that we got the directv and he sits up and watches shows that he used to only be able to get on netflix. Which I get because it is cool. I like watching some with him like Dexter, but I just can't sit up all night. And when I wake up to pee at 4am and he is not next to me in bed it sucks. Then the next morning complaining that I'm being rude bc he wants to lie around on the couch - get up and play with her, she didn't choose you to sit up all night and not sleep.
I feel like there is so much I have to do to get ready for LO and I really want to make sure it's done within the next few weeks because I know come January and the final few weeks....I'm not going to want to do it.
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TTC since 6/2003. m/c 9/14/03 8 weeks, 5 chemical pregnancies, mmc 6/04 12 weeks, Michael born sleeping 5/25/05 at 22weeks always our angel, fought ovarian cancer and won, m/c 4/06 5.2 weeks and 7/07 6.6 weeks,Our Miracle baby girl born 4/8/10,mc 12/18/11 at 5.3 weeks, BFP 10/26/12 dating u/s on 11/8/12 showing a strong heartbeat!EDD July 4,2013. RCS on 6/27. Baby boy in NICU for 8 long and scary days before he was able to come home. We are now a happy family of 4
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DH and I ALWAYS try to lose weight together before vacations or special events. We have a trip to Mexico in March, we're both in his sister's wedding in July- he's the Best Man and then a cruise this September. This time he's not getting "on board". He says he just doesn't care anymore.
When we were at Target getting stuff for J's stocking he threw pop tars and bags of holiday mini snickers/mini kit kats in the cart for himself. It's hard enough for me to have willpower without the candy in the house but this is just setting me up for failure. He'll just wear baggy trunks with a t-shirt on vacations- no big deal, he just doesn't get what it's like to be a woman.
Today all of my whining seems silly.
My best friend is currently getting a mammogram (at 32) because she found a lump, and her mom has had breast cancer (so her odds are doubled or something). Hoping it's a cyst, or something small like that. Meh.
Besides that, even though it seems trivial now.. I'm not wanting all the snow we're supposed to get overnight!
Time is getting away from me- I'm trying to finish all my xmas shopping so I can focus on L's bday party- but there are only so many hours in the day and I'm so fricken tired...