I hate days like this

ahill1889

Some days I almost wish I had my ex-husband back, just so somebody else could deal with insurance, or the toddler while I deal with insurance.  Or something.  I can handle dealing with a pregnancy, divorce, and toddler the vast majority of the time, but sometimes I wish it hadn't come to this.  Even though I never really had the back up from him, I miss the illusion of back up sometimes.  Just spent a few minutes bawling because of crap with my insurance.

cemacmil

Sorry to hear that. Although I do not EVER wish for XH back in my life for anything, I did go through some hard times recently with financial decisions and trying to figure out childcare stuff (still am) where it just sucks to be the only parent. It sometimes feels like you have to just have your own back because you have no partner but make all these "big" decisions. So it is ok to cry for a few or be up since 2:15am tossing and turning because it sucks or you can't figure out what to do this minute.

ahill1889

I'm currently 30 weeks pregnant and have about 3-4 months left before my divorce is finalized....  It really sucks sometimes.  I don't really wish he was back, just that there was someone to fill that void.