that something was wrong? I don't know how to explain it, but the whole time I was PG with DD, I had a feeling something was off somehow. I went to all of my appointments and everything seemed on track, so I had no rational reason to feel this way. I remember right before I got my spinal before my C section with her, my OB said "this is the last contraction you will ever have to feel," (we thought we would be done at 2 kids) and I remember the voice inside my head thinking that was not right. After we had DS, I had my H bring my box of maternity clothes to the basement that day after arriving home from the hospital and for some reason with DD, I didn't feel like it was time to do that. And when she was home with us, it just didn't feel final. Our family didn't feel complete or settled. Its a hard feeling to explain. I know there are a bunch of other things I have noticed that I am forgetting. Anyone else have any bizarre feelings like this?
DD #1 passed away in January 2011 at 14 days old due to congenital heart disease
DD#2 lost in January 2012 at 23 weeks due to anhydramnios caused by a placental abruption