Late Term and Child Loss

First day back at work

So my first day back was tough but a bit easier than I thought there weren't many people here and they kind of avoided me like they were afraid to talk to me. But that's okay I wasnt really ready to be so chatty. There arent enough distractions to get my mind off of Sydney. Which I knew would be the issue. How will I move on passed all of the hurt and all of the sadness does it get easier ever ?

We are thinking about TTC again soon I think maybe that might help me to be distracted but she is always on my mind and in my heart. The holidays are going to be the hardest this year. Thank you for all of the thoughts and prayers for my first day back I appreciate them all.


DS- Brenden born 11/13/93 Missed miscarriage on March 6, 2007 @ 9 weeks D&C on March 8th 2007. Riley Annalise born 2/25/08 ( 3 weeks early weighing 8 lbs 12.8 oz.) Chemical pregnancy 3/2010. Sydney Adriana born sleeping on 9/30/11 weighing 10lbs 3 oz at 38wks 4 days. Trinity Alivia born via c section at 36 wks 4 days weighing 9 lbs. 5.7 oz. She is our amazing rainbow baby!!! Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers Lilypie First Birthday tickers PGAL buddy drvst8

Re: First day back at work

  • I'm glad it was easier than you thought it would be.  I wish I had an answer for getting past the hurt, I think we just take one day at a time.  We are also thinking about TTC soon, and I hope it will bring me some peace... at least I will have a baby inside me to take care of.
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  • I'm glad your first day back was better than anticipated.
  • I'm glad the first day went okay. I don't think the hurt and sadness ever completely goes away, but after a while I have found I have less days are extremely painful. My kiddos are always on my heart and my mind too. One day at a time. Many ((((hugs))))
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  • I'm glad your first day back went ok.


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  • I'm glad it went better than you expected.It seems like the anticipation is almost always the worst part.

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