So my first day back was tough but a bit easier than I thought there weren't many people here and they kind of avoided me like they were afraid to talk to me. But that's okay I wasnt really ready to be so chatty. There arent enough distractions to get my mind off of Sydney. Which I knew would be the issue. How will I move on passed all of the hurt and all of the sadness does it get easier ever ?
We are thinking about TTC again soon I think maybe that might help me to be distracted but she is always on my mind and in my heart. The holidays are going to be the hardest this year. Thank you for all of the thoughts and prayers for my first day back I appreciate them all.
Heather
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Married the love of my life 7/11/09 - Our first baby, Peyton Mark, was born sleeping 10/25/11 at 33 weeks - Our second baby, BFP 2/4/12, welcome to the world Raylan! Holy Moly, BPF 2/4/14, please be safe and sound little one!
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