Officially FREAKING OUT

Petunia844 · November 2011

So now I've talked to the social workers and the birth pavillion and the photography company... nobody knows where they are. They all keep saying "are you sure they took them" How the F*CK WOULD I KNOW??? They told me they would, are you really asking if I remember if I told them to?? I told them to, I signed a release for it... how could you not know?? Of course the one person at the hospital i really need to talk to...the one who brought the photographer in to sign the thing is out sick today.... I don't know how to deal with this, I really feel like I'm going to lose it. How could you not have taken them??? He's gone now, and I can never see him again if they don't have them!!!

starrkitten89 · November 2011

I'm so sorry you are dealing with this.((((hugs)))

Is there anyone higher up you could speak to to maybe get things moving faster to find the pics,someone to light a fire under their butt?What about a director of social work,or someone in a similar position?

Petunia844 · November 2011

Thank God for my sister... she was having a panic attack too when I told her so she called the hospital too and she must have talked to someone better than I did because they told her that if nothing else the nurses took photos. I swear I've never been so relieved... they might not be good and I haven't seen them yet, but they exist. We still don't know what happened with the professional ones yet, but I feel like I can breath again. I feel like an awful mother, my sister is a photographer and I should have let her take them. I just didn't even think this could happen.