I know that it's too early and I know that I should just suck it up but I'm absolutely miserable.
I'm on procardia but I'm still having major contractions on a daily basis. She's carrying so far down that I'm convinced one day she's just going to fall out. I feel like she knew what she was doing with trying to come early and they made a mistake with stopping it. And now I'm on this medication that's prohibiting her from trying again.
We have another doctor's appointment on Monday and I think I'm going to request to stop taking the procardia. And then my luck I'll sit here still pregnant at 42 weeks.
I just want her to be healthy and I always have the philosophy that babies know best. She knows when she needs to be born and I don't want doctors to put medicine in the way when she knows something they don't.
Re: Ughhh I just want her out.