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PLEASE talk me off the ledge!

Daisies1706Daisies1706
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I think I'm on the verge of a nervous breakdown.

It's been a crazy couple of weeks at work -  I've been trapped in court on a nasty rape case while work piles up on my desk and nobody has helped me with any of it.

My whole house is being remodeled so I'm living in a construction zone. I had to sleep on the couch last night because our bedroom is uninhabitable and the guest room is filled to the ceiling with furniture from other rooms. It seems like everything in my normally spotless house is filthy and I can barely stand it!

I had my baseline yesterday and I'm cleared for IUI #5 so I was really excited...until about 20 minutes ago when I realized Freedom Fertility hadn't called to verify my Gonal F prescription. I called to find out what's up and my prescription fell through the cracks somehow! Really? They're trying to find it locally for me, but I'm terrified they won't and then this cycle will be effed. 

Thanks for letting me freak out :) 

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  • ellephuntellephunt member
    I feel you on the house being out of order. We are finishing our basement and it seems like crap just piles up wherever it sits. Drives me BSC. Hope you're Rx gets through in time!
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  • Daisies1706Daisies1706

    I feel like a complete whackadoo. I hate having so many things out of my control! Thank you all so much for listening. It really means a lot! 

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  • sekurasekura member
    Could you maybe stay at a hotel for a few days?  It will give you a vacation from the renovation, which might reduce your stress a bit.

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    Me: 34, DH: 35 DX: DOR (FSH 14.9, AMH 0.67, AFC ~10) and Egg Quality

    IVF #1 Feb 2012. MDFL protocol w/ Met. 7 ER, 0F.
    May Donor Egg IVF cycle:3 EF, 1 blast ET 5/12, 2 frosties
    BFP 5/21! beta #1 5/22 306 beta #2 5/24 818 beta #3 5/31 15,038.

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  • MsGMChickMsGMChick member
    imagesekura:
    Could you maybe stay at a hotel for a few days? It will give you a vacation from the renovation, which might reduce your stress a bit.
    Ohhh what a great, relaxing idea. Maybe this weekend? Have brunch in the hotel restaurant, swim in the indoor pool, go to a movie! I'm sorry you're having such a hard week. I really hope they get the meds to you ASAP! If not, let your RE know, they may have samples or donated meds you could use for a few days.
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  • pugznploonspugznploons member
    oh man that sounds like a lot!  Can you make time for a pedicure and a massage?  I hope your prescription gets worked out in time!
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  • TJ1979TJ1979 member
    Oh, that is so much to deal with at one time - bless your heart.  I hope things get better soon, and that you get your meds ASAP.  GL.
    TTC with PCOS since November 2009
    IUI#1 Femara/Ovidrel (cd 3-7) = BFP, m/c
    IUI#2 Femara/Ovidrel (cd 5-9) = BFN
    IUI#3 Femara/Ovidrel (cd 3-7) = BFP!
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    beta #2 11/28 = 2055
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  • Daisies1706Daisies1706

    imageMsGMChick:
    imagesekura:
    Could you maybe stay at a hotel for a few days? It will give you a vacation from the renovation, which might reduce your stress a bit.
    Ohhh what a great, relaxing idea. Maybe this weekend? Have brunch in the hotel restaurant, swim in the indoor pool, go to a movie! I'm sorry you're having such a hard week. I really hope they get the meds to you ASAP! If not, let your RE know, they may have samples or donated meds you could use for a few days.

    That's a great idea! I'll talk to Mr. Daisies and see if we can find a pet sitter. I'm definitely calling my doc tomorrow morning to see if they have any gonal f! I'm trying to relax, but I just can't stop crying 

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  • pugznploonspugznploons member

    also is that your pug in your avatar?

    because pug snuggles make everything better :)   

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  • Daisies1706Daisies1706
    imagepugznploons:

    also is that your pug in your avatar?

    because pug snuggles make everything better :)   

    Yup! That's Gus the Pug and we're currently having a snuggle session. Pug snuggles are the best!

    I love your puggies :)  

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  • mdiblasi10mdiblasi10 member
    I am so sorry things are so hectic! Hopefully you can take some time for yourself this weekend. Enjoy your pug snuggles :)
    Dx: Unexplained Infertility

    TTC #1 
    IUI's #1 - #3 Clomid = BFN's, IUI #4 Follistim = BFP
    Grayson arrived via emergency c-section on 7/28/12!

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    IUI's #1 - #4 Follistim = BFN's
    IVF #1 w/ ICSI + PGS: Lupron/Follistim/Menopur
    ER 4/13 - 19R, 13F, 4 PGS tested embryos, 1 normal
    5/14 FET: BFP. Beta #1: 123, Beta #2: 327, Beta #3: 854
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  • DoubleBubble08DoubleBubble08

    It sounds like you have so much going on right now, I would be feeling the same way!

     

    I hope you can get a good night of sleep and I also hope they get your RX fixed!

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  • kaleidoskpeyezkaleidoskpeyez member

    I'm sorry you're having such a rough time right now! Hang in there... T&Ps that everything works out!

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    11/2011: Femara + Ovidrel + TI = BFN
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  • farmerlyndafarmerlynda member

    imagemdiblasi10:
    I am so sorry things are so hectic! Hopefully you can take some time for yourself this weekend. Enjoy your pug snuggles :)

    This!  Thoughts and prayers that things look a little bit brighter for you tomorrow...

    Severe MFI. Me: supposedly all clear but eggs showed vacuoles.

    IVF #1 January 2012, ER Jan 14th: 34R, 27M, 23F. Day 3: 18 embies still strong. Day 5: zero "good," one "fair," the rest "poor." Transferred 3. None made it to blast or to freeze. Jan 28: BFN.

    Lucky IVF #2: Transferred two beautiful day three embies on St. Patrick's Day. BFP on HPT 7dp3dt. Beta 1 (14dpER)=106; Beta 2 (16dpER)=140; Beta 3 (19dpER)=264! First u/s 4.17.

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  • eponine7682eponine7682 member
    I'm sorry you are having such a rough time. IF is hard enough but when your home, your safe space, is out of control then everything feels 10X worse. Best of luck that your meds come in. (((hugs)))
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    June/July 2011 100 mg Clomid + TS IUI#1 & IUI 2 - BFN :-(
    Forced break due to DH getting spinal surgery in August 2011
    IVF - January 2012: BFN
    FET in April 2012 - BFP at 6dp5dt! Beta #1 at 9dp5dt: 82.5, Beta #2 at 12dp5dt: 352 Beta #3 at 19dp5dt: 6000, saw heartbeat and one little bean at 5W6D!
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  • dragontears507dragontears507 member
    Sorry everything seems to be crazy in your life. I'm sure the last thing you needed was to hear that your meds aren't on their way. Hopefully they can find it for you ASAP. Hang in there!
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    1 year break thanks to deployment.
    1 cycle Follistim: BFN, Lap to remove peritubal cyst May 2013
    2 cycles Follistim + trigger: BFN, Gonal F +IUI April 2014: BFP!!!!!! 

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  • cupcake0325cupcake0325 member
    That sucks!!! I"m sorry your having a super crappy day...hopefully they get their butt's in gear and get your meds!! Let us know how it works out!
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