I'm going to be starting lupron this week, and I'm already so nervous that I'm having trouble sleeping and I get that pit in my stomach every time I think about doing IVF. Does anyone have suggestions to help me not worry so much about it? I know the outcome is out of my hands, but I think that is really the root of the problem for me. Not being able to control it stresses me out. Help, please!
Mom to Eliott Alexander, born sleeping at 37 weeks on 8/13/10. Most of us only dream of angels - I held one in my arms.
BFP #2 - EDD 2/26/12 M/C 6/28/11 @ 5w2d
BFP #3 - EDD 4/7/12 M/C 8/2/11 @ 4w2d
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Re: Suggestions to help de-stress while cycling?
1/11 SA analysis normal/HSG all clear - Unexplained IF
Cycle #13 first round of Clomid + IUI (150mg) = BFN
Cycle #14 - unmedicated = BFN
Cycle #15 - 100mg Clomid + Trigger + IUI = BFN
Cycle #16 - 100mg Clomid + Trigger + IUI = BFN
Cycle #17 - Gonal-F + Trigger + IUI = BFN
Cycle # 18 = break before IVF
November IVF = BFN December/January IVF = currently in 2WW
Gave birth to boy/girl twins in September 2012!!!
BFP #2 - EDD 2/26/12 M/C 6/28/11 @ 5w2d
BFP #3 - EDD 4/7/12 M/C 8/2/11 @ 4w2d
Too beautiful for this earth
BFP #4 - EDD 12/09/12, Lucille arrived 11/26/12
I had horrible nightmares for a week before we started stims...every night a different nightmare running the whole gamut (sp?) from being chased to falling and everything twice as scary in between.
The good news has been I have been sleeping like a log since starting. I am not sure if it is the meds or if it is the fact that it hasn't been as bad as I imagined, but I will hope for the same for you.
My advice...find some great Netflix, a great juice or snack you love, and a treat for after each injection. It makes things a LOT better.
ME: 30 DH: 30
TTC #1 since 3/2010
DX: Unclear-potential MF (low motility, borderline count); currently unexplained
Ultrasound/HSG- Feb 2011
Lap: May 2011
Clomid/IUI Cycle #1: 6/2011
Clomid/IUI Cycle #2: 7/2011
Clomid/IUI Cycle #3: 8/2011
9/2011 Switched REs...and more testing
DX: Unexplained- borderline MFI
IVF #1: 11/09/2011- BFP!!
Beta #1: 241; Beta #2: 666
Ultrasound scheduled for 5w6d
Baby girl born 8.14.12
This cycle I have started doing Acu as well. It seems to really be helping with the stress and I haven't had as many nightmares as before.
I also recommend finding a good book to get lost in. I read a lot during my last cycle. I made sure to read before bed to take my mind of the IVF. It seemed to really help.
Also, while you are just starting out, you can still exercise. Once I was 4 days into stimming I had to stop the exercise. I don't usually exercise on a regular basis, but have been doing a zumba class that is tons of fun.
I also go to therapy and find that helps too.
Good luck
Baby boy Henry born 2015.
Expecting our capstone baby (boy) early March 2018.